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carson Feb 2020
all i can say is sorry.  
sorry that i was your punching bag who fought back.
carson Feb 2020
i cant write a good poem no matter how hard i try.
all of them are my previous heartbreaks or my future heartbreaks.
help me please.
carson Feb 2020
jealousy is a stupid word.
What it should mean is that i know how easy it is to fall in love with you, thats why i'm scared.
  Feb 2020 carson
Alice Lovey
I know we've never been "together."
I know you said to move on.
I tried to be fine with wading this weather,
But the love in my heart still tells me it's wrong.

Now, I'm not saying I'm resentful,
But you did treat me like I was special.
Lately has been so uneventful.
And I'm starting to think this isn't a game...

I get a little jealous when you look at other girls.
I know we're not together, but... You are my whole world.
I get a little jealous when you talk about them too.
It's because we're not together, but...
You told me that you liked me... You told me that you do.

Now, I'm not trying to be weird, but call me, I'd give you my time.
Actually, I'd give you everything, cuz I just want you to be mine.
When I got too lonely, I'd just stare at your photos--
Soundless replacements for you, who knows.

You said I'm obsessive—come on now, don't play.
You like it when I'm open, you preferred me this way.
You said we'd be great together, don't think I forgot.
I cherish every sweet thing you said, so my heart doesn't rot.

Now I've deleted all of your things, cuz I can't bear to see your face.
My prized possessions... I should've given you space.
Why wouldn't you make me yours, like you wanted to?
Now we're apart, now we'll both just be blue.
And now I regret this—now I really do.
True, I'm a little weird, but we're both crazy.
I know what you're afraid of; I know it isn't me.
carson Feb 2020
I wish everything was like it used to be.
Those simple days when we walked hand in hand.
I wish we could go back to the days where your head would fit perfectly in my neck.
The days where we would just lay and do nothing.
Where we could cuddle and stay warm.
The days where we loved each other with our whole hearts.
The days where just seeing you smile was all I needed to be happy.
I wish I could just be with you again and see that gorgeous smile.
carson Feb 2020
"Even the sky reminds me of you"
Of course it does, its the same sky we stood under.
carson Jan 2020
i
have
been
cursed
with
the
inability
to
love
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