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 Feb 2015 NMarieL
Bella
see, astronauts need a certain amount
of pressure
surrounding their space suit
else their body boils

and this is exactly what it feels like at 2:34 in the afternoon when i am too sad to pass my mathematics exam but too anxious to fail it, this is exactly what it feels like when i have gone too long without talking to you because for some reason my brain is always conducting experiments on itself. i mean i am superheating in here, its all just so noisy and so silent at the same time, i mean, this morning i woke up to eat/dont eat and get out of bed/why are you still here and when im around you and when you touch me, i forget when i was so upset about and

i was always told  not to rely on another person for my happiness but you are the spacesuit applying just enough pressure from outside so the insides of me stayed safe and warm instead of constantly ready to blow a fuse

you calm me, you are my centre and my gravity. and i sorry thats asking for so much.
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
KAT COLE
I'd hold your hand while you hid behind the couch while fire was spit from every mouth around you.
I'd cover your ears and hold your head.
I grab your arms to keep you from making that time and time again mistake.
"You are everything. You will do everything", Is what I will chant to you every night before you sleep.
I'd tell you just how beautiful you are and that this is not your forever.
These four walls do not define you, but they will make you.
They will make you strong and brave.
These very walls that you hate so much.
This battle will be won, I promise you.
This battle will be won by you and you alone.
This is more ranting and words that needed to be said and will be constructed  better on a later date.
Perhaps it is me.
I am very boring, after all.
Or maybe it's them.
I just want someone to talk to.
Someone who doesn't think it's a burden to talk to me.
Someone who will smile when they open my messages, who will talk to me for hours and hours and not get bored, someone who will listen attentively and get every word I'm saying.
I just want someone to talk to.
But, lately, it seems like that person could never exist.
Am I unlovable?
Am I not good enough?
Am I not what someone wants?
Perhaps it's because I always find people who are just as ****** up as I am.
I just want someone to talk to.
Could that someone be you?
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
KellzKitty
Babe...
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
KellzKitty
The warm tears running down my face
Yet another day of my life gone to waste
What's the point in trying when I will always fail
I just want to be happy but my hearts so frail
I take everything personally I always will
Maybe its not peoples words but my emotions that ****
Maybe not seeing him drives me insane
No its my fears every fear leads to a stream of tears

Fear of him forgetting me someday
Fear he might drink his life away
Fear that I'll die alone
Always fearing the unknown

I love you please pick me up
Please don't let me drown
Please dont let me fall to the ground
Please understand how much I appreciate you
Please understand that I don't underestimate you
Please know that you are my rock,sword and shield
I'm begging you please never yield

Baby I love you
You make my life completed
Please know that you're not worthless but you're needed
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
Miss E
Zombies
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
Miss E
She waits for him
Watching the wild world
People walking past
The zombies of this world
They sit together
Never speaking a single word
He's looking down
Staring at his glowing phone
She tries to speak
But she's hushed by a tweet
It's the girl
Saying "look up at me"
Now she's gone
He never heard her leave
Instead he nods
Staring at the empty seat
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
Short
I like
 Feb 2015 NMarieL
Short
I like the way a cigarette hangs
Out his mouth
Crooked
Like his smile
I like the way
His shoulders hang
And also
I like his hands
That knows a woman’s body
But mostly I like
That his eyes
Likes me
Though not me
But my body
And though I don’t like
Being objectified
I like
That he likes me tonight
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