in the rain we shall dance
in the moon we shall stay
love is what we both shall give
expecting nothing more, nothing less
as future will guide us through its way
our love will grow even more deeper with each passing day
together we shall grow old
as tightly hand we will hold
watch how our children play
nothing will be left for us to hide
no mischief, no misguides
like a shadow we both will follow
feelings so deep, so pure, so wallow
like nobody ever did we shall share
our affection, our bond, grief, pain and how much we care
each other shoulder is where we shall lie
"forever" said he
"forever" said I

I want the blood to flow like my tears
But I can't do it
I want to let all the pain out
But I promised I won't do it
I want to watch the blood seep out of me
But it would hurt him more
I want all the pain to come out from my core
But he would blame himself
I want to hit a vein and watch the red paint my skin
But breaking a promise to him is a sin
I want to watch the blood hit the floor
But if I do it him and I would be no more
I want to cut
But I won't

I won't because I love him
Even though he didn't tell me he loves me back tonight
I won't because I promised I wouldn't
Even though he forgot his promise last night
I won't because I don't want him out of my life
Even if at the moment he doesnt want to be in mine

No matter what happens
I can't cut tonight

When I was young I was a christian,I was happy and cute
When I went to elementary I got bullied a lot in k1-2 grade I didnt care
Then I switched schools the bullies got worse
Then i switched schools again
And again
And again
Then I ended up in a middle school
The bullying stopped
Then I met a boy..
This boy changed me
He beat me, he taunted me, he said he loved me and he even ***** me...
I found self harm
I found booz
Then I met a man..
We didn't know it but we loved each other and still do
He's courageous
He's strong
He's moving he's kind
But we didn't date in all the years we've known each other
Then I switched schools again
****** harassment,being hit,being bullied , called ugly, getting played
I found a group of nerds that I get along with but it doesn't help
Then I found ***
Then i found miscarriage
Then I started dating the man I have loved and still do love
I finally found happiness
I also found a lesson
Nothing worth fighting for is easy
Nothing easy is worth fighting for
My relationship with the man is rocky
Its hard but it's worth fighting for
I've come far in life with my pain and sorrow
But with love I know that I will see tomorrow

Forever i will hold you
Forever i will love you
Forever i will kiss you
Forever I will need you
Forever I am yours
Forever you are mine
Forever and ever until after time
Forever locked inside our eternal bliss
Forever knowing true loves kiss

There is just something about you
that I can't seem to define
like the Orion's Belt
you're the only constellation
in the night sky that
I find.

Wasted days,
       squandered nights,
             waiting for the end in sight.

Stone statue
A monument
To a man who never was
Perfect pose
Perfecting an idea
Of a beautiful patriotic dream