I guess I won
I guess I won all the fights
I guess I won those nights
the ones that made us smile and laugh

All the fights
till sometimes 3am
That made me cry till no end
I guess you won all of those
The ones that made me explode

Now I see you with someone new
Winning all those fights too

She's smiling and laughing like I use to
But I can see in her the pain that you gave me too

But I see a change you too
The anger is almost gone
But replaced with something more

More people will get hurt as time goes on
There's nothing we can do
Besides hope that we don't get hurt even more too

I don't know why it hurts
And I don't know why I cry
But I do
Same with you

We use to talk day and night
But now its time to say goodbye

Before The night is over
And the sun has set
And the snow melts
And the winter is gone


Let all be filled with joy
With hopes and no regrets


  Before the memory fades
Let me just say Merry Christmas, Happy holidays,
and a Great New Year

Of yes the pain is back
My chest hurts
So does my head
I can't open eyes
Without wanting to cry

I'm done
I'm sorry to say
But I'm done

No more fighting
No more yelling
No more late night crying

My head hurts
my cheeks are stained
And I'm so dizzy

But I'm done
Sorry to say
But I'm done

My times up
And It's over
And im ready to
say Goodbye

Because no more fighting
No more yelling
No more late night crying

If I say that I'm done

Death is something i've always wanted
I wanted to feel myself die
I wanted to watch the blood run down my arm and my hand
I wanted to bleed till I couldn't bleed anymore
I wanted death to take over


I wanted to meet the devil

Then I meet you
You saved me
The thoughts went away
Far far away
You saved me
when i had the knife in my hand ready to meet death
you walked into my life
and said no

i cried the whole night
you stayed  with me
even when i fell asleep you stayed

we started talking all the time
I smiled and laughed
because you are my new world
I no longer wanted death
But love.