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Dec 2014 Nicholas

depression

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Beeha

ever heard of teen depression?
i'd say its more like obsession.

what kind of obsession, you say?
hurting oneself just to feel okay.

but that's just one of them,
look it up if you give a ****.

for i am sure you know of not,
because its something that can't be taught.

#depression #couplet

Dec 2014 Nicholas

what now?

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Beebz The Queen

what now?

even though he was the one who ended things
I was the one who chose not to be friends
because one day if he moved on it would crush me
I think that's why they say, all good things must end
I know I loved him more than my life
but is this life of mine worth giving
and now that he is gone and were not close
is this life that I have worth living
I made so many promises to him
we said forever and always when we dated
but now it seems there is no for ever
all these outcomes I hadn't even debated
but what do I do now that were done
do I try and live out my life
do I forget I ever loved you dearly
and let someone else become your wife?

Dec 2014 Nicholas

worst feelings

Dec 2014 Nicholas

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worst feelings

am i deserve to live longer?
the demons take control of my mind
it plays with my feelings
fill up my heart with dark things
sadness, guilty, dumb, weird, ugly

when will i can go?
how long can i survive?
how long?

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Be your own God.

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Georgia Marginson-Swart

Be your own God.

I will create oceans and rivers
From the tears that flow from my eyes
And they will envelop the shores
Formed in the crest of my torso,
The valleys that lay in between my *******
Will protect wildlife from the raging winds
Of my breaths, and the shaking earth
Of my heartbeat
My thoughts will form stars and planets
And I will create my own galaxies
My fingertips will be the roots of trees that will stretch ever onwards
I will grow and I will grow
And I will destroy as I please
No laws hold me
For I am my own universe
Unbidden, unbound.

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Dark inside

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Hayleigh

Dark inside

There are horror stories lurking in the shadows of your eyes
That you try so desperately, to mask
To disguise
That you wrap up so carefully
In pretty little lies.

One thing you must realise
There's only so long you can hide
From the dark inside.

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Our little secret

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Hayleigh

Our little secret

You plucked the words "our little secret"
From your lips
And shoved them between mine
With such force
That I choked on them
For years
Until eventually
I spat them out
On your grave.

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Untitled

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Emmy

Untitled

You are so
B e a u t i f u l
it hurts;
The silhouette
of your frame
lingers
even when my eyes
are closed

#silhouette

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Untitled

Dec 2014 Nicholas

Emmy

Untitled

I miss your wrists;
and the way they unhinge
at the cliff edge of my shoulders.
I miss standing breath to breath,
close enough to feel your heart
making music against my chest.