The deep solitude in silence
broken with a bird song
Coming in from emptiness
and out of the silence
The moment before that
nothing but me and the silence
But the bird song brought me to
this moment of silence
Sitting thinking of nothing
but you in silence.

What else can I do
than think of you
Your lips so soft against mine
each moment together so fine
touch of your skin electrifying
thought of not seeing you again petrifying
perfect shape body divine sublime
feels so long ago in time
So I get on with my day
this day the 2nd of May
Dreaming of seeing you again
unsure of how or when
Looking up at the sky so blue
living every second missing you

Darkness sets in I feel so alone
Sometimes it's not enough to have you just on the phone
So I get a bit crazy and feel awfully needy
You know when I'm like this as I get a bit shirty
But then I see it and take responsibility
As I begin to feel a awfully *****
My love you are everything to me my breathe of fresh air
Dont you think we make such an amazing pair?
I love you with my heart and soul
My fire for you burns hotter than coal
Orange bright light with love and passion
You have made such a huge impression
I miss you so much my darling butterfly
Oh I think you are totally divine
Your skin so soft as a baby's ***
Your *** shaped like a perfect plum
Hips sublime legs to die for
Your lips touching me to the core
So I'm writing you this so you can understand
Everything I do now is towards our plan
I love you more and more each day
I'm coming very soon hopefully to stay
Everything I see I see you everywhere
Angelina I miss you I really do care x

Let the love of this life flow through you
feel this moment, this beautiful moment
unfold before your eyes
The moment I let go of what I think I am,
I am this moment, this beautiful moment
The moment I realise I am not present,  I am this moment this beautiful moment
No should, no buts, no becoming, just this moment this beautiful moment
Breathe, let go, this beautiful moment is here
All encompassing, everlasting beautiful moment I am this moment, I am love ❤️

Deja que el amor de esta vida fluya a través de ti
Siente este momento, este hermoso momento
despliegue ante sus ojos
En el momento en que dejo intentar ser lo que creo que soy,
Soy este momento, este hermoso momento
En el momento en que me doy cuenta de que no estoy presente a mí mismo, soy este momento este hermoso momento
Respira, deja todo como está, este hermoso momento está aquí
Este momento igual no es perfecto, pero es eterno, bello momento que estoy en este momento, soy amor ❤️

Wind blowing raindrops falling
from an infinite sky
The beauty of this life
all around us to those who choose to see
To experience this moment
here now my love is beautiful
My mind continually wanders back to you
back to your touch you tastes
Magical moments shared together embraced
your skin wrapped around mine
As though it was my own I hold you closer
Closer than close, deeper than deep
I miss you my love my beautiful butterfly
fly this way x

I would like to paint the way a wild bird sings
Love the way nature loves all beings
The sweet song at dawn touching ears
The sun rising in your beautiful eyes
Soft skin touching mine another day begins without you here by my side
You are within me your energy running through me
But I miss you as I remember all those days ago, seems an eternity now
the memory of you fading slowly
Your touch your kiss your body pressed close to mine
As I lay her thinking about you a tear runs slowly down my face
Then I smile, with joy as I know you love me too
and miss me as I do you

Let the wind blow of life
branches dancing with the breeze
The sun shining rays of light
truth of this moment is here
Flowing through me and out of me
there is nowhere to hide
My eyes wide open present to and witness of the miracle of now
The gift of life to wake and see beauty
not darkness of conditioning
To heal the inner demons with conscious awareness and acceptance
Humbly face the truth and make ammends let go and forgive myself and others
I see now not what I use to see what the inner demons see; filter of the past and pain
But light in every situation
teacher in all people reflection of myself in relationship
Love in every moment
It's not all dancing clouds and fairy tales, it takes hard work and dedication
To see the truth of what I am is tough at times but worth it
As I am freer now than ever before, a life of gratitude and acceptance
The mind takes over at times, yes, sometimes an hour a week a month
But eventually I let go because I know to let go is to love
❤️