These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
I am done loving you
Cause all you do is hurt
I wanted to be the shield you use to protect
But you broke it with your sword
Love is a battle field that scars remain
I wished for you to hold my hand and guide me through battle
But all you did was take my shield and run
Keeping the wounded soul behind.
These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
As the battle goes on I leave all this behind and run to the bushes to forget I ever saw your face
Let the wounds bleed til I loose my last drop that you deserve.
I am wounded to an extent no medicine can heal me
Love is just a fantasy so be gone and let me live my reality.

As time runs by
As the sun begins to rise
Flashbacks haunt my mind
Thoughts of the way I look
If I will ever be mislooked
If what I say is being mistook
Am I doing what I should
Its a constant battle which no winner is pronounced
Being me is a constant hastle
I felt the mean of hurt
To the extent my body begins to fade
When I love I love to no limits
That my whole body is a puppet to control
Your happiness is my light and your pain is my demies.
My personality is other people to like and for me to suffer.
It's like a buffer for others and it kills me from inside.

As I write these words of mine
As I pass throughout time
I wish I wasn't blind
Of the love we left behind
Of all the sweet words you said
If I leave you I would rather be dead
Cause you are the person I want to be with til the end
You make the solid tree bend
With the love and affiction that you send
I hope our wounds would mend
And get back to the love we used to spend
And live our loves happy til the end
Without making it all just pretend

over the course of the year
flowers have died
and people have cried
and lovers have lied
but i can also tell you
some scars have seemed to fade
some friendships were made
and visits were paid.
and i also fell in love
and my heart broke
and i endured that pain
but i am fine
i have managed to stay sane
and life never stopped going
and flowers never stopped growing
and his smile never stopped glowing
and he might not love me
but i still see him in my sleep every night
and he's still the reason that i write
and everything is going to be okay
because life goes on
and eventually i will move along.

hello there icy wind
who hasn't kissed me since April
& left completely by May
still you have the audacity
to blow
me
away