I tried to come closer
But my soul is getting creapier
I don't feel like touching you and preferring to be a dreamer
Every time you get closer
I brush you away from my shoulder
I don't want be the loser of a love that makes my mind and heart more clearer
It's like I am becoming colder.
Don't give up on me til I become sober.
I want to be yours as you are always mine
I am fading in the darkness and starting to decline.
Your love is the only sign I need to become benign
Your the star I need to find my way back to my own self
Don't give up on me and fight for me cause you the only one that's keeping me alive.

Devils eat your soul
Your mind gets cracked
Everything that makes you is dark
You breath the world's evil intentions
And you create your own demon
You take your pen and draw every lie that has been told and every person you would love to hurt
The sun covered with the clouds
Tears of joy turned into tears of pain
There is no more me anymore there is just the desire to make people bleed and suffer
I want to burn every part of my body and feel how it makes me feel
The monster in me is strong enough to devour any good in the world and turn it to the most hedious place in the world

I feel everything is closing down
I feel my life is ending
Is it over
Is all I have done gone forever
I am losing hope to gain what I hoped for
Am I fading and burning up in flames
I don't think so I will battle this killing desire to serinder.
My love is waiting for me with open arms and I can not let her down
I love her that I think of her even when I put my head down
She is the only one I fight for
She is the jewel that I need
I fall many times but I get up til the last breath
Waves are drowning me but my head above the water still breathing and holding on pulling myself from drowning.
I can't stop now cause all I want from this life is feeling free with a girl that gave her love and heart to my drowning soul.
God heal my wounds and sorrow and get me through this darkness to the light that I despretly need to reach.

I saw her in the hospital talking
Her looks got me so amazed
Wanted to get close but I was scared she would push me away
This is my story which is a love tale
I loved her from the first day our eyes met
The first word I heard from her was are you from Sudan I said yes and she said me too
Which dazzled me cause I didn't suspect that and that she was the dream girl I wanted to be with .
I started to joke around with her and as she laughed my heart was filled with happiness and I couldn't stop myself from smilling
I started to give her signs that I am attracted to her and wanted to see did she love me the same way.
I was scared that she may refuse me since I have fallen in love with her and all my senses are calling for her.
Everyone was telling me get engaged to her but the problem was I had nothing but my love that I can provide and I wanted the money in order to make her and I happy as never before.
We had this one fight that I thought I lost her forever .
My heart started pumping and my body started shaking
All I can see was darkness with no light in front of me .
I couldn't delete her from my life or soul.
I was so attached that I feel unhappy anymore.
I wanted to chop myself to pieces just to hear her voice again.
She talked to me after 2 days when I found nothing beautiful anymore my heart starting to fade and nothing ment anything anymore.
We made up and took me sometime to woven my wounds
In the end I decided to confess my love cause I thoought if I don't I will go insane.
I found out more and more she is the girl to be.
The woman I wish to spend my life with til the day I parish or die .
This is the story of the woman I love and never want to leave.
The woman that my soul will always be with her as long as I live.
I love you sweat heart you are all I need.