Situations that leave me cold
are crowds and empty rooms
Chances are, I have to talk to someone
or there's too much room to move
Situations that leave me cold
are I have to make conversation
That avenue has been closed to me
for too many years to mention
Situations that leave me cold
are I turned to no one, not standing
next to me
and everyone else, not in the room
sees me standing, so lonely
I don't believe in myself,
I rarely believe in another
Situations teach me
it's a path that's fraught with danger
Maybe the lesson is to distract us
I lack the generic gene
that wants to please
someone who habitually needs it
But I'll never lack in empathy
for those that involuntarily bleed it
Situations that cause me pain
roll freely from your social form
Easily do you butterfly,
under a cloudless sky
While I battle to anchor in the tempest
of an angry, raging storm
From uncaring to ambivalent to antisocial to just not giving a ****... It's not any of the above, it's fear...