I have been at war.
I'm sorry I've never written you.
The weapons we use are our minds.
Our survival, it's our destruction.
The only gun driven into our skull is the one we hold.
I have battle scars and healing wounds, they were left by nobody other than myself.
Someone drowned last night, he was thinking too much.
We learnt how to make nooses and how to use them.

How can I love unconditional, in this world.
Unless I felt Christ love for me in this life.
For we can do nothing good in this world.
Unless we were shown by Christ or the Holy Spirit.
For we deserve only death and suffering in h3ll.
But Christ made a way for us to go to heaven.
His sacrifice has changed each of our lives.
For by going to the cross for each of us.
He has set an example of what true love is about.

To fully understand others in their pain and sorrow.
One must feel the suffering that they are enduring.
For everyone is equal to one another to Jesus.
No one is any better then the other people here.
It all has to do with the heart and circumstances.
It has to do with Love, the mercy that you give others.
For to love others as yourself is by far better then all of the sacrifices given.
So stand firm love others, and understand each of their pain and sufferings.

What have I become, wanting to be home in heaven right now.
True Love and being a true hero outweighs our wants and needs.
If Christ still has us here, it must mean that there are still unfinished business
here.
Since we are here , we can minster to others about your mercies and love.
I know that there are lot of people that want to be home with God too.
But then how can we help encourage others while they encourage and inspire us.
So we need to quit focusing on our pain and sufferings and focus on loving others.
The way that Christ help when he walk upon the earth, he persevere here.

I realize that life is far more then getting your way.
I realize that the trials that each and every on goes through.
Is to build us up to make us stronger on the inside.
For Life is not built on the easy life that some gets in this life.
But built on standing firm and loving everyone unconditional.
For loving others far outweigh becoming rich and selfish.
For through these trials we learn what others are  going through.
This way we can lead them out of the darkness and hopelessness.
That they might have been living in their entire lifer here.

Something you need to know suffering builds inner strength in us.
Its like child bearing , it hurts until you become healed then you feel joy.
Like an addiction cigarettes for example you suffer until you are healed.
Then it becomes another notch in your belt of Gods Faithfulness  and love.
So be thankful that Christ is using you in a mighty way an awesome way.
For he has a purpose and an plan for you, one of all of your own.
He loves you that much that he has plan out your whole life before you were born.
Think about that, it proves that he loves you more then you could ever imagine.

Trust  is earned , usually earn  then given freely.
Those with doubt rarely give it away freely.
But Christ earned it, when he died on the cross.
Then risen later showing us a way to be saved.
So now we sinners, can reach heaven above.
While before we all end up in hell because of our sins.
All we have to do is trust him and repent of our sins.
He loves us more then we could ever know, enough to die.
For us, he never did that for the angels but us he did it for.