I am embarrassed
for my ignorance
In regards to you
You're the same mistake
I keep making
Proving my insanity
Everytime

I've been in a hurricane
since I met you
And it's been proven that I must learn to live in this storm
Endure the fog
feel it's currents
it's waves
it's paralyzing winds
But when we're together it subsides
Everything stops
The center of the storm
And I wonder how I could ever leave
Or remember how to breathe

True tragedy seems to be
The only thing
That puts the rest of the blocks
Back into their places

You're like a broken house
and I don't even have the strength to fix the window sills

But I've told you so many times
Without telling you
To say it out loud would be redundant

I've seen it all
read it all
wrote pages upon pages
trying to understand this reaction
I've had to you

All of myself
That I attempt to collect
I'm left with whats only me
Bare.
In this moment I exist only for you

there are things that i love
and i think those things
are you