Hello! I hope you all are doing well. :)
Sharing a poem with you all Iwrote on this Monday. I guess many would be able to relate to it.
B E A U T I F U L
Serene spring time, the breeze doesn't sound sweet anymore,
The same place, so familiar, but I still feel so bored.
Numb completely, realised how badly things have rolled on,
Feeling helpless but I know I have to keep walking alone.
I tried not to invest my time on people but everybody who loved me, forced me so I did,
Wanted to talk nobody but people who cared for me insisted,
Died more than a half by that time but then he entered in my life and made me feel alive,
Spent a lot of happy time with him beauty of which words really can't describe.
I wanted to tell him that I'm a disaster,
Therefore, he should leave even when I didn't want that to happen,
Though I was always sure that he wasn't for a stay.
Unfortunately, that never happened, I, unknowingly didn't choose another way.
Instead I told him something I won't forgive myself for,
I appreciated him for what he was,
And spoke out everything about my feelings all at once,
That's when the things started changing.
He misunderstood my feelings for a forever promise,
And told me that he had some other plans,
I died a little more, that night
Honestly, I felt a heartache for the very first time
Thank you to a dear friend of mine who saved me on time.
I died, not because I wanted him, I swear I never thought of this
I always remember that I am a disaster,
My heart felt the deepest pain
For the words I said, those can't be erased
Tears rolled on after ages, cause I knew things won't be the same as before,
Always BEAUTIFUL.
~~ Lalima Yadav~~
(“wrongful appropriation" and "stealing and publication" of author's work will be subjected to copyright issues)
Thank you so much for your patience. Kind enough! :)
You won't mind going through this one -
https://www.quora.com/profile/Lalima-3
(collection of my poems)
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Radiate happiness ♥️
Honest criticism appreciated. Love.
Message - Sometimes expressing your thoughts, feelings is really not the best decision taken by you specially when you already know the consequences and understand that you won't be able to explain about those feelings to the other person. To love doesn't necessarily mean to be in relationship and to express your feelings doesn't mean you are asking for a relationship. Sometimes, you just have to say it.But, at times, it's one sided and leaving is the only option. To be honest, leaving is not easy, it doesn't end in a good way. You really have to make things bad (if not worse) before you leave, for your own good. Nobody ever with good ending of any relationship is able to forget the person he is away from. Everytime you see that person or even talk on messages, call, good memories will melt your heart and you never know, but you may fall again in the trap created by the heart. Therefore, in my not so humble opinion, it's better to have some bad memories (yes, it's required) before you say a goodbye. I know, it will spoil your image in front of the person whom you have loved so much, he may never want to look at you again, he may hate you but I guess this process is helpful in the process of your liberation. You may differ. But, logically it's applicable in almost every case. Sad but true!
Always use pen and paper to express. Expressing it to the person is most of the times embarrassing and leaves you with a forever guilt. GUILT is heavy!