Coming from a boy whom
I've never seen a face from
you can't expect me to see you,
I would not recognize you in a crowd..

nor would I look for
you in a store..

but when I saw those
eyes I realized who you were .

The lack of intimacy
that's between us . .
Is torturous for the mind ,

I lay there ,
Feeling like I've
Been poked, and
prodded .

And as mentally unstable
Young lady, I'm bursting
At the seams . .
For even the smallest
Amount of your infectious
Attention .

his teeth were stained
putrid of the harsh life he endured .

so many reasons to smile
but he constantly holds back the truth .

I'm sorry it's strenuous and
tedious life, but a person can only
keep giving before their own smile
winds up half-hearted and empty

as well .

& you need comfort in the same sense I do .
I fought so hard .



but it's never turns up right .

We try so hard to wipe the filth from off of us .

from off our skin; we chafe away

but how can we, when it's always on our minds .

We all want it;

even with no emotions attached to you,

I still somehow managed to get destroyed .

I can't sit still and let it go to waste .

Wish I knew what went through your head
When everything was said and done .

When I go back to him,
It breaks more and more

I ******* myself just to prove a point .

Now I have to weep and wallow .

Knowing you're sleeping with someone else
Every night .

But you don't care to even see, what the pain is that burdens me .