We ate apples until midnight.
Carrie bought a gadget.
It hollows out the core,
While at the same time
Infusing the castrated fruit
With up to 4 ounces of
The liquid of our choice.
*****.
After two apples each,
We lay down side by side.
On the lawn chairs
That were parallel parked at the far end of the screened-in porch.
Turned off all the lights,
And felt sad.
Drunk sad.
I told Carrie I was glad my mother was dead.
I was. I am.
Carrie told me she stole five thousand from her aunt.
The woman who raised her after her mother
Abandoned her,
In a Goodwill stroller
Outside the bakery.
The waft of fresh baked bread is still her favourite smell.
It was all the money she had. The aunt.
How do we atone for all this evil **** we do,
Carrie asked me just before dawn.
We'd smoked a joint.
And the sizzle came quick
The wind died a sudden death,
The trees went hush quiet
And it was if God himself was waiting to hear the answer.
Do the next right thing, I said,
And closed my eyes
The Frozen philosophy, Carrie replied. She smiled.
Carrie put her hands behind her head and
I kissed her.
We teased,
*** or sleep, drunk or ******.
I felt her up a bit.
Eventually our arms padlocked around each other.
Puzzle pieces joined together,
Until the crows objected
And started to bark.
The morning sun slapped us
Adding assault to insult,
The heat had a punch,
The temperature rose straight up and mean.
Finally the hornets
Morning fresh, buzzed out of their nest,
And wigged through the air,
Like tiny drones
And chased us indoors.
Can we ever repent. Or should our sins be tattooed on our backs. For all to see.