Love
It makes the world go around

But
It consumes your whole being
It tells you that you aren't complete
It causes pain like nothing else

I love you
But I'm not suppose to
Everything reminds me
Of you
But when I think
About you
It feels like
My heart
Stops
My body
Aches
I can't
Breathe
I don't feel
Real

I
Miss you
I
Love you

So much
It hurts

I'm sorry
I want to
Talk to you
I really do
But I can't
It hurts
Too much

I'm sorry
I want to
Talk to you
I really do
But I can't
It reminds of
Things that I'm
Trying not to feel

I'm sorry
I want to
Talk to you
I really do
But I can't
I'm not
Ready

I'm sorry...

Blank space
Empty mind
Void of feeling

How do I find
My way out of
Nothingness

Definition:
Unconditional love
...
Through
happiness  
sadness    
laughter
crying
smiling
pain
loving
suffering
joy
numbness
...
No matter what
Through
It all
I'll still
Love
You

Speechless
But there are word on my tongue
Far too many to say
Is this what it means to be
Speechless