Your not afraid of insects, your afraid of what they can do.
Your not afraid of heights, your afraid of falling.
Your not afraid of people your afraid of being  turned down.
Your not nervous, your scared your gonna get what you didn't want.
so think about it, your really not.

No one actually trust her
or actually likes her
she thought she had friends
but they were fakes
not even the people she trusted the most ,
don't even care about her half of much
and family forget it
her mom-takes her sisters side, barley likes her
her sister-bosses her around because shes defenseless insecure shes youngest
her brother-mean for no reason no respect for anyone
her dad-maybe the best of them all at least he uses reason
seriously she is powerless to everyone she knows
people she calls  her family and friends aren't just fakes
  their just simple people she barley knows
like a stranger in her own home
which isn't a home
because when i look at it,
i barley know those people
there just people not my family i'm living in a barren home