You see
A person only truly falls in love
Once in their life time
And once that time is used up
There is no more.
You can lie to yourself
And to others
But if you were truly in love with them
That love cannot be undone.
I am in love.
A love that won't go away
With my best friend.
I fell off
The bridge of love
And into the waters
Where he followed
But his love came with strings attached
A bungee
And he jumped back up
And left me sitting there in the waters
While he's up on the bridge
Calling me up there
While I'm wishing him down here
And I have no bungee.

I have thought about you,
A million times, since the day you left.
I still can't grasp,
Exactly what I feel anymore.
Everything has been one big lie,
And a millions times I have cried.
The thought of losing you,
Was what I feared most.
Now it is not a thought anymore,
It is reality.
I know I should let go,
I know I should move on...
But how could I?
When I thought you were the one.
Every night, before I fall asleep..
I still think of you,
And a million tears I have cried into my pillow..
Were all for you..
Do you see how broken, helpless, and miserable I am?
Why did you have to say you'd be there forever?
Stupid me, I believed you..
I should have known better..
Forever is just a word,
There is no such thing...
But if there were,
I would've chose you of all people to spend it with.
You were my forever..