My mind is stuck in between loving and hating you.

The promise
of tonight
stirs within

Let it
soon
begin

I just want to be happy,
Nothing more, nothing less,
I just want to learn lessons,
And pass lifes tests,
I just want to enjoy being,
Free from thought completely,
I want the eyes to see,
The miracles that meet me,
Discouraged at times,
Its called being human,
And I know ill realize,
But i don't want to wait for when,
I know thats fantasy,
and those thoughts serve no purpose,
Wishing for what we don't have,
Will surely only hurt us,
Somedays are harder then others,
To just let go and be free,
But thats just life,
I just want to be me.

A quintessential detrimental light to the dark,
Its essential for potential blooming in our hearts,
Fitting puzzles is no trouble if we do our part,
We can struggle and rebuttal if we only start,
Work together towards the better having piece of mind,
Cut the tether love the weather peace is all we find,
Forget the clock just never stop there's no such thing as time,
Dodge road blocks pull up your socks and just watch for signs.

Boxes made of wood.
Leaves dissolve to mud.
The apple of the bag.
Colors wander, colors return.
Shade is a different place.
Preference favors the repast.
Earth eats in the dark.
Ground grows old in the light.