I thought ...



But now I know
And it's crystal clear,
Thoughts are all they'll ever be.

Yessiree I did I did
My fingers pressed the buttons
2
5
3
My throat became sandpaper
My stomach felt
That Palmer Lake queasy
5
1
4
Cancel
Because I'm strong sometimes too

I have given you everything
All my time
My thoughts
My words
My heart
And you aren't even there
I'm ready to ******* shoot up
Some ****** tennis court
Not that I ever would
Godfuckingdammit
It is unacceptable for you to do this to me
Because despite what I've
Showcased in the past
I am far different than I once was
When you first met me
You have to understand
I will not be spending
Three ******* months chasing
Your cheating loser ***
Because as much as I have
And still do
Love you
I will not be that girl again
So darling,
It's time to ******* man up
Because you're really ******* me off

When everything is bad,
Give em hell
*make it worse