They threw me in and now I’m drowning in the deep end If I’m religious, you’re the one that I believe in You’ve been here with me to help me fight all my demons On our way through the sky We’re gon’ look down tonight When we die, you and I Two heartbreak soldiers When you lay by my side I see the world through your eyes Ride or die, you and I To live or die, what’s the price on a life?
I guess if you can't beat 'em, join 'em That's what they always say Let's go inside, let's coincide And I'll commensurate Singin', we're the newest members of the broken hearts club We still feel pretty lonely and we wish we didn't, but We're the newest members of the broken hearts club And we all kinda hate it, but it's easier than love
I can swear, I can joke I say what's on my mind If I drink, if I smoke I keep up with the guys And you see me holding up my middlefinger to the world **** your ribbons and your pearls 'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm more than just a picture I'm a daughter and a sister Sometimes it's hard for me to show That I'm more than just a rumor Or a song on your computer There's more to me than people know
Some days I'm broke, some days I'm rich Some days I'm nice, some days I can be a ***** Some days I'm strong, some days I quit I don't let it show, but I've been through some ****
I'm more than just a number I'm a hater, I'm a lover Sometimes it's hard for me to show That I'm more than just a title Or a comment going viral There's more to me than people know
We know that this won't last Not like it used to And I'm okay with that But not if I lose you I can feel it in my bones Sinking deeper in the overflow Can you feel it in your soul? If I'm honest, maybe we're better off alone
You found my weakest spots and dig in deep Show up with someone new just so I can see I act out pathetic Told you it hurts but you still don't get it I used to think certain things bother me more than they should But then I realized you just make me feel misunderstood If love is pain and pain is real Baby, if it wants you feel I couldn't stop myself from falling for you You turned into someone else, I wish I knew
It's all lies out the gate I snuck up fast, I'm losing everything that I thought would always last So now I lie waiting for a cure To this poisoned and diseased Mind I thought that had my back Now I'm giving up, God help I've been falling apart Self distractive at heart It's okay, it's okay if you hate me I've been living my death Over and over again It's okay, it's okay if you hate me 'Cause I hate me (It's ok if you hate me) Am I blind? I'm letting myself slip away I'm losing every chance I get to keep myself the same So now I hide I keep my secrets locked inside I'll severe out the truth so the world can see my lies Now I'm giving up, God help
**** **** **** **** **** **** ...hate myself..? Or just the world?
Nothing makes it hard to breathe Like being in your company When you’ve got someone new around your arms I thought’d I’d be over it To see you lock with other lips I guess I’m just no good at moving on
I always tried to Tell myself that I’d Fall I love with someone else But oh my stubborn heart is set on you And every night I Fall asleep just so I can see you in my dreams And now I think you ought to know the truth
Are you listenin I’m knocking on your heart, could you let me in Tell me I’m the one and I’ve always been Cause I don’t wanna wonder if we’ll ever meet again I’m knocking on your heart, could you let me in
When you left I made you swear our love would last No matter where And we would call each other every night But nights turned into weeks, turned into months We didn’t speak And so we lost our sense of love over time
Bring me back to those times when people were truthful When true love existed When people don’t just come and go The mask we are wearing now getting thicker everyday hiding the genuine within us just so to fit in we change Ourselves to a complete different person please turn back Look at what you have done to yourself remove that mask of yours.
Back then you used to be my medicine We used to be so innocent
Then you turned into a drug That won't get me high enough
Feelin' sick to my stomach, and I think I know why I can tell something's different since we lost the fire Every word's catastrophic, every kiss seems strange Don't you feel like something's changed?
You up into material, don't wanna be physical And you pretend it's alright (All of a sudden) I feel so invisible, my condition's physical Wish you could pause and rewind Feelin' sick to my stomach, it's like I don't know you I can tell something's changin' that we can't undo Every nights a disaster, every kiss feels cold When did we lose our control?
So I sit here Rotting from inside Now watch me sit dear Severing my ties just ask me why I am ashamed to pave the way My self reluctance is to blame Will anybody save me I'm afraid?
What if I'm broken? What if I cannot win this fight? Would you believe me, Or just leave me here to die? And honestly it's hard to see The future that's in store for me I'm broken! Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
Don't believe a word I say! I crave the ways I've been I'd be lying to myself If I said I'm free from this Without the need of agony It's bringing out the worst of my own faith Will anybody save me I'm afraid?
Well it feels like someone's testing me And it's easier said than done to be so calm, But I know that you're watching me
I'm sorry that I did this The blood is on my hands I stare at my reflection I don't know who I am Practice my confession In case I take the stand I'll say I learned my lesson I'll be a better man I'm packing up my things and I'm wiping down the walls I'm rinsing off my clothes and I'm walking through the halls I did it all for her So I felt nothing at all I don't know what she'll say So I'll ask her when she calls
"Would you love me more If I killed someone for you? Would you hold my hand? They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you
I hear the sirens coming I see the flashing lights I'm driving through the suburbs Wearing my disguise I show up at her doorstep To look her in the eyes I tell her that it's me But she doesn't recognize Can't you see I'm running? Said I need a place to hide I've gotta ask you something Could you please let me inside? Just let me explain No I wouldn't tell you lies I know you'll understand If you let me stay the night"
Would you turn me in When they say I'm on the loose? Would you hide me when My face is on the news? 'Cause I killed someone for you
You have to understand that The one I killed is me Changing what I was For what you wanted me to be I followed your direction Did everything you asked I hope it makes you happy 'cause there's just no turning back