Late nights haunt me
With memories of old conversations
With people I used to know
I remember the ways
I used to look at them
And how dumb I was
And how dumb they were
The names and faces
Old friends and would-have-been lovers
Ring and ring into my head like church bells
Before the Sunday mass would start
They echo in the halls of my mind
Like noise in school corridors
Or cars honking in parking lots
Or even guns at a shooting range
I live with these ghosts
Who sing about the friendly insults
And misunderstandings
And shattered hearts
May God be with me.