7.6.25 (10:42 am / 10:42)
ariane.
all those lunches throughout the school year,
do you remember?
not just the two of us,
but somehow that still.
like the day of the dance-
i let you borrow my floral vintage dress,
and we all tried it on at our lunch table.
when i think of you,
i think of the way you twirled
and how the skirts flew in the air
and oh
how you laughed
at the dance we all posed for photos
looking at the camera
our mouths lip-gossed and pouting.
but my eyes always strayed back to you
and in one polaroid,
i’m smiling.
this is what i’ve been trying to tell you.
** m
it's actually so frustrating to have a crush on someone and also she'd never like me back it's literally hopeless