We were taught to be tough
Not to be soft with a heart so strong
and valiant, we call ourselves

We were once been trained
under the rainy clouds above
When all legendary tales begun,
our wholeness were made

We began by being just us
fulfilling what we were told to be.
We were filled…

until we got drowned.

And by that
we started
back as empty ones.

Tell me something love can do
while finding ways to ease this pain
Whisper all how care could lie
I'd slay by sword; you mark my words

And while I shout all the doubt inside
hand me the trust you once hath promised
There, under the love we once caressed
that laid beneath the deepest crest

We no longer do
We've known it
yet we pretend

I started my day
with tiny million reasons to stay.
But the day's done
and the felt of being in pain
tasting billion reasons to leave
hath ended my day.

So I did
what not my heart desires.

If time could only be so unselfish
I'll ask him to take our hands
and bring us together
in a moment both our worlds are one.

You, saying that stupid "hi" once more
and me with that silly smile
you, only could see.

If time could only be so unselfish
I'll ask him to freeze
in that very moment
when clouds don't move
and sun just smiles.

Let me take every ounce of gladness
Let me smell every tons of love
and let me feel every inch of you
for a lil longer
just a little longer.

Maybe then, you'd really stay
for a lil while
even just a little...

stay.

love is
nothing but trust
when trust is nothing lays
in a lie

it’s the day
the very first day
he told me
he loves me

I believed
I believed
At least I did

Just before
He lost
All the trust
In a lie.

The days I count hath past…
when hours beyond my grasp
are now tickling the gallons of innumerable pain.
Here under the moonlight shine
with tiny million crystal beans,
I numbered all the scars
they marked a sand of thousand mem’ries.
‘tis has to be done, I know
Oh, moonlight I know you hear!
You witnessed all the tears
from my night to night’s endless mare.

But the gambler whispered all,
I now have to give up all;
my happiness, my love, and all
along the saddest hymn of mine soul.
Goodbye my dearest
sweetest paradise of wound.
Goodbye…