Love , how destructive .
Making me vulnerable
                                                         to any emotional attacks.
I opened my gates for one i thought
Might be a friend but alas it was a fiend .

You came in and destroyed me from the inside .
                                 How long will my recovery take , this time ?
Funny how that happened to rhyme .

               The snake in the garden of Eden , is no match for you Love
You do the impossible , you bring together and destroy .
                         You've done it before with the destruction of Troy.

I am in pain because i believed love was real .
                     I looked for it with tremendous amounts of zeal .
What did it do for me ? Except ****,
                                  All beliefs i had that people could feel.


Qu'est ce que la baise l'amour ?

I kneel before you
And give myself up to you .

I beg you for so much
But you give me nought .

I lie prostrate before you
I grovel at your feet .

Is this what i get
For opening up to you ?

Do i crash and burn
Because i believe in you ?

My reward for loving you
And worshiping you like a goddess ...

You are cold like a night at sea ,
For you a chilly and unpredictable .

My goddess who never answers me .
What shall i do ?

In this religion ,
Of constantly worshiping you ?

A little light enters.
A little light reaches.
A little light is enough ,
Enough for my soul
Which is soaked in darkness.  

I scour the land ,
In search of this little light .
I find nought.
Point me in the right direction,
So that i may stop this aimless meandering .

I cry to the sky so that God or the gods
May hear my agony
And hopefully wring the darkness in my soul
Oh , how it hurts ,
Where is the light when you need it .