"You were the castle, and I fell in the moat."

I just seem to have caught my flow
Here is all I know
That I'm caught up in the dust
Not blood in my lungs but rust
From my severe lack of trust
To obtain, you made a must
Now I pay for the cost
For all that was lost
Both in promise and fear
No wonder we ended up here
Lost in constant self doubt
You can't know love if you're always looking about

"Would I be lying if I said no in bed?*"

Some come my time to write
Do I just run or take flight?
I think of all I did wrong
Why couldn't we just get along?
We fed like vultures to prey
Wearing a new mask each day
With that same sad smile
That anyone can see within a mile
Riding high on that good ****
To ***** out what I need
Because I just wanted to help you
But just help you is all you would do
For 9 months no not 10
I don't think I could ever do that again

"Let me smoke another cigarette, while I remember to forget."

My my how my words show
Just like this alcohol flow
Fluid and without beat
But I need to take a seat
Why do I look at my feet
Not to cry but drinking liquor neat
I dont look back and get sad
I get so frustrated, no not mad
I feel like nothing was really taught
And all the times we chose to fought
Felt like such fake effort to please
Though captivated you actually brought me to my knees
In the actual end
With nothing to mend
I'm just simply disappointed
Because my heart gave you love
You shouldn't have been appointed
But **** it we and fun right?
I don't know, goodnight