you got me
under the spell of love
it’s hard to deny
all the words that make me sob
tell me one line of a song
that makes you want to shout
my name and my mistakes
then all the tears are about
to make the song of love

i realized being too nice won’t get me anywhere
so i stoped that too
and that nice, will be fading also

to you
my beautiful shining star
to you
the light within me in the dark
to you
my guiding hand in busy crowds
on you
I rely
a solely independent soul
mysteriously got lost looking at you
when I couldn’t walk among the rest
you held me like I wasn’t like the rest
you called me a rare diamond
to forever I’ll be intertwining
hand on hand
fingers twisting

some were born lucky
life is easy for them
I guess I got the wrong key
now my life is dim
struggling to find a way to be
but my time is thin

what if we stopped the time
to the moment where you held my hand
and told me it’s okay to cry when i’m sad
it’s okay to scream when i’m mad

what if we stopped the time
to the moment when our eyes locked up
in a fantasy
our bodies attached and picked up
to a room of secrecy

what if we stopped the time
and told you i love you a thousand times
before the clock ticks and end our time

what if we stopped the time
under the sky forever staring at the stars
and longing for a moment of mending scars
desiring a form of you
sculpted into my heart
dreaming of you
transforming into shapes of art

what if we stopped the time
because i hate saying goodbye

why do we hate
what we have
when we sacrificed ourselves
for what we have

you wished to have
what you have
now it’s poison
what you have

failure
as the morning got darker
is it my isolation
or are you not captivated by me
I drew my lines
colored them in a fading black
told you to stay
you pushed me away
lost all I had in my fists
diamonds and light blue seas
the shores were ours once
they now belong to me and the beers
cut a greenish blue cord
filled my lap with blood
screamed for the sake to be saved
the bells were silent and so was me
got that old stained jacket of yours
wrapped around me like an old memory
so I can die with your ghost hunting me