To the contrary
How about the flip side
What about a lie
Anything to say
The facts only
Who
What
Why
Where

Breath in the air
Let you life go somewhere

Like the tides coming in
From the moon in darkness

For times of forgiveness
Like the stars in sky

Like a desert road at night
With only a shimmering light

Like a seed in darkness
Without any light

My life's going nowhere
Can I stay for the night

As I dream of lonelyness
To wake up to a life of blues

I climb down from the hilltops
To look for a clue

It was once a seed
Looking for a home
It's always found making love

Always disfigured as it grow
Always in darkness without forgotness

Surrounded by water
Eating through a cord

Nine months later
my homes then emptied

I hear people talking
Is this a dream

I pop out into lightness
With a whip to my ***
I cry out and scream

Everyone Cry's
Tears of love
For this bundle of joy

The one that holds me
Is my first love
I suckle her breast
I then start to grow

My mom and dad
They love me so
Just as I need them most

Never knowing how to speak
They always know what I need

I jump with joy and just can't talk
To say I love you and we shall never part

half my life i was stuck in the middle
now these in my face are getting clearer
the past is gone

isn't that the way we have to pay our dues

easy come, easy go
dusk till dawn
anyway the wind blows

nobody knows when it comes
and where it goes

half my life i was stuck with fools and angels
living for laughter, living for tears

please good lord, take me away from here

Is it really a new day
Or is just away to start a new way
They call it a new years resolution
Does anyone actually do what they say

But think about it
It's only a different day on the calendar
What's different about the day

It gives up a reason to spend money
To party
To celebrate

Also people hate it
They cry
They hurt from the past
From something they feel

New years
There's only one real new year
For each and every person

That day
Is your birthday

Rationalization
Participation
Concentration
Manipulation
Devastat­ion
Frustration
Delegation
Completion
Direction
Addiction
Motovation
Contraction­
Perfection
Election
Connection
Commotion
Lotion
Jubilation
Reval­uation
Fibulation
Continuation
Population
Sensation
Complication
­Allegation
Temptation
*******
Proustitution
Execution
Desert­ion

Excusemanipulation

the life
the love
the hate
the fear you bring

your smiles
your lies
your decieving eyeys

the things you steal
                    you take
                    you feel

the times you sin
these feelings you bring

do i need to protect myself
from you

do i need to find someone else
besides you

I'll never forget these things
because of you

do we have to seperate our lives
and find someone new

these things you bring
make me hate you

i have to forget this life
with something new

i just need to protect myself
don't you have a clue

is it your wife
       your girlfriend
       your boyfriend
       your friends
       your kids
       your car
       your job
       your life
       a realtionship
       ***
       something
       nothing
   or just don't care

WHEN I THINK ABOUT LOVE
IT STIRS THE MIND

what is love

is it something to hold
                           to look at
                           to hide
                           to abide

is it something to make
                           to hate
                           to chrish
                           to let die

is something that makes you happy
                               makes you sad
                               makes you glad
                               makes you cry

is it something that you fear
                                   you hate
                                   you adore
                                   you slate

is it something you sell
                           you steal
                           you ignore
                           you break

                   can it make you real

                     WHAT IS LOVE
           *IT IS SOMETHING YOU GIVE

why is it, when i say please don't do that
you do it and more

why is it, when i say i don't need anything
you always bring me something

why is it, when i tell you i'm not hungry
you have something cooked

why is it, when i'm sick
you wait on me hand and foot

why is it, when i tell you nothings wrong
you know there is

why when i ask her
why does she put up with me

she says, simply silly
i love you

Why
Do
You
Shun
Me

Today not tomorrow
Thoughts without sorrow

Believing in sin
From your feelings within

A life without grieving
A time for believing

In times of sickness
For sake your health

In times of happiness
You fulfill your heart

With all of your love
Your life is complete

You see your visions
Of your life to be

You keep your life simple
Simple in ways

You live your life
By following his ways

When you think about heaven
What do you think of
I'm sure that you have

I've heard many stories
From many people

Do you first see a light or
Do the angels come and tell you it's OK

Is there a tunnel or
Are you just dead

Is it everlasting life
Is there really a hell

Some people say
That you meet the last loved that died
Just after they do, they come one by one
And say that they love you

There's a beautiful pearly entrance
That seems to have no end

There songs about life and god overlapping 20 at a time
Such beautiful harmonies
That stay on your mind

Beautiful people
Where everything's white

Everyone's smiling
Everything's right
Everything's loving
What a great life

What is heaven
Is it man made

It's made by God
And we live by his ways

When paddling down the stream of life
Things for the most part are beautiful

Yes we do see some strange things
Things that we've never seen before

As we continue our journey
Through this stream of time

Some parts of this journey is very kind
You will deffently hit the rapids
Where your heart starts to pound

But there not forever
As you begin to calm down

There will be rocks in the way
That will make your trip hard
But there easily overcomed
And your journey will go on

This steam we go down
Has many obstacles

Some very easy, some very hard

Keep this in mind
And your life goes on

Her body was so fine
She was my herion fix

Such beautiful curves
Her body was like silk

The sent of her love
Fulfilled the room

With golden hair and soft red lips
She had milk colored skin
and she was my only sin

Totally bare below
So afraid to touch her

She was the one
To break my heart

She reached in and twisted
while she ripped my heart out

She then smashed it and kicked
Then left it in the gutter

She drove on it and
Spit on it, while laughing out loud

One thing she didn't realize
My heart was already gone

It was a fake her mistake

She looked bewildered and baffled
When I told her, I don't love you

Do you understand
Do you see the picture
Do I need to spell it

Watch my lips
I DON'T LOVE YOU

When she said she loved me
It was like spitting in my face

She says to me, I love you
And can you give me a 1000 dollars
All in one breath

She does absolutely nothing
She has everything she wants
And I really don't what her to stay

I say please can you leave
And what do you want

She says she wants a million dollars
Or your life won't be fun

I laugh and say get the **** out
There's nothing you can do
To make my life not fun

When I met her
I told her to watch her heart

I'm not very giving and
I don't mean to be misleading

But you can to me
Not I to you

You say that you only want ***
And that's fine by me

I will not be your lover
Because that's not me

I have no time for games
But we can have *** as much as we can

The day you say you love me
Is the day it will end

I told you in the beginning
That I was not looking for a girl

I don't like controlling
Someone else's world

Love is great
But I don't like heart aches

Things that you could do
Would only make me blue

Your so intrusive
Your not even polite

I tell you don't talk to me
And you don't even listen

I don't care what you say
Nor do I care about you

What's even funnier
I don't even know you

So, get out of my face
I don't what you by me

This is my space
And your a bother

I have something so sweet
Her body is so smooth
She has rosey cheeks
She's so fine
She has no losing side
She holds me tight
She has rocket style
She takes no prisoners
She's a ***** inside
At night her eyes shine bright
She's such a mean machine
She has leather seats
She hits 60 in 1.3
Let her take you for a ride
But she's all mine

Living my life, in mysterious ways

A way of life, living strange ways

Always looking, for numerous ways

Being mischievous, from my bad ways

Never in one place, living these ways

Always hiding, from my past ways

Never knowing, life's great ways

Living in limbo, is my ways

Trying to find, a life that stays

a hug, a kiss
signs of affection

a tear, a smile
things that are small

a walk with hands
held so lightly

a laugh, a touch
without ever thinking

the things that you do
i notice them always

your hair, your smell
makes me crazy

our calls, we talk
brings me excitement

the love we share
will always be there

the time will come
when we'll be together

i want you to know
i'll always love you

Do unto others
As they have ****** you

When I gave you my heart
Was it your intentions

To eat away at it
One painful bite at a time

You said you were leaving
First bite taken

You would never stay
So you then ate away

Your know always gone
It's now almost gone

I hear your with my friend
My heart is now at the end

You now left me for him
Can I ever begin again

I now have a hole
From were you ate my heart

I have now filled it with hate
So my heart no longer aches

If given a chance
I will make your life hell

So I hope your happy
Because I'm ecstatic

Ecstatic with hate

*******

Tick tock, one two
I want you

Tick tock, thee four
I want you more

Tick tock, five six
Show me a trick

Tick tock, seven eight
Don't be late

Tick tock, nine ten
Be my friend

Tick tock, eleven twelve
It feels like hell

Tick tock, thirteen fourteen
You give me protein

Tick tock, fifteen sixteen
You make *** clean

Tick tock, seventeen eighteen
You make me feel mean

Tick tock, nineteen twenty
You give me plenty

Tick tock, twenty one twenty two
I love you

Tick tock, twenty three twenty four
I love you more

Tick tock, twenty five twenty six
You make me sick

Tick tock, twenty seven twenty eight
You make life great

Tick tock, twenty nine thirty
You make me feel *****

Tick tock, thirty one thirty two
You make me blue

Tick tock, thirty three thirty four
You act like a *****

Tick tock, ? ? ? ?

Why are people afraid
To say they love our God

Is it because they don't believe
Or what people may think of them

Why do people care
About what people think
Especially when it comes to God

People will ignore this
Because I talk about God

I've sinned all my life
And I was going absolutely nowhere

I then changed my life
And I'm not that Godly of a man

I do pray and go to church
But God is much more then that

It's more about giving love
For hurting people that's sad

Me I feed the hungry
I pray for the sick

I wish no harm to no one
Were I live in harmony

When she talks
She talks with hunger

Hunger for desire
Desire for fire

A fire for passion
A passion for love she has

She has so much love to give
Her life of love to be

She has a beautiful heart to give
Along with beautiful wife she'll be

Why do I pass this up
Could it be a life for me

I always get hung up
Saying that's not the life for me

How people change
When you have a life they want

That goes for both
Guys and Girls who I hardly knew

They were at my house daily
Wanting what I had to give

I gave them all friendship
But they wanted more from me

I worked very hard to get what I had
Cars, boats, houses, a big game room
Are just a few things I had

I was very young then
And it was a life I never had
I made mega money from a company that I built.

No one really knew me
From a poor life that I had
I had absolutely nothing
And I was always sad

So I didn't mind showing others
Of a life they never had

When people say life's tough
All I do is laugh

Live my life when I had nothing
No home, no family, hardly even food

Run away from nothing
Is the only life I had

When she first came to me she asked me my name. I said I don't have time for you, I don't like to play games. She walked away ****** and I don't even know her name. I go home that night and she's sitting there waiting, waiting in her car. She says she wants to talk to me and I don't even know her name. I said go away. She then looks at me with anger and yes she is beautiful. She drives off storming, yelling out her window, you ******* ******* I'll never speak to you again. My phone rings endless, with no one on the line. Later that week I go to my watering hole and there she is. She's dressed hot as hell, yet I still ignore her. An hour or so passes by and she walks up and slaps the hell out of me. I said what the ****. She said that's for ignoring me. I said girl your ******* crazy, why do you follow me. She says, I've known for awhile but you've never looked at me. I told her yes I did and I thought you were to good for me. She said that's crazy, I fell in love with you. I was blown away, I said who me. She said yes you drive me crazy, can you please make love to me.

When life comes crashing down on you
What are the decisions that you make

Do pack away the life you have or
Do you make a stand

What do you consider crashing
What is rock bottom for you

Is it running out of money
It could be losing your first love

Is it from a tragic death or
A wreck in your car

Remember what's bad for one
May not be bad to another

Respect the thoughts of one
Because you may be the other

i see prayers come from nothing
i see food come from steel
i see life that is abundent
can these miricles be real

do you have to see a ******* walk
or a blind man to see

jesus christ was a man
he just like you and me

why is it so hard
for people to believe in god
when he's all about good and love

yet they believe in satin
because it's easy to pass blame

is this a way to live
or are we just to lazy

miricles come everyday
if you would only listen

It started on an unknown island, between Malaysia and Indonesia.

Not ever seen by rador nor satellite nor man. Ten miles long and three

miles wide. A world of it's own, with riches so bright. A strange place of

creatures not real to this world, nothing ever seen but it is very real. A

place ran by aliens, high tech in speed. Things we couldn't dream of,

things we can't see. A second plane just disappeared, that we know of

today. I know these things because I work for the government. It's land of

it's own in time and space. With government knowledge and help from the

two planes. They manipulate there minds from a drug that's real. With the

aliens minds and the governments control there building things that we

will never know.  A ship that can travel in light years and a light that kills.

It leaves no damage, and let's time stand still. There's no death or

poverty in this world, there no world hunger or sickness or hell. There's

only illusions of peace in this world. How can this be, how can this

happen. Just close your eyes and one day it will happen

Falling in love
Does it grow or
Do you build on it

Is it like a rose that grows
So beautiful, so bright

But yet
Withers and dies

Is it like a house
So new, so comfortable

But yet
Grows old and falls apart

Is this fair to say
With all the heart ache and pain

How should we deal with this

Bring a rose everyday
And renavate to keep new

Sickness
Is it the mind or body

Disease
Is it the mind or body

Is it real or an illusion
Is it population control
or is it part of Government economics

What started this
Was it God or Satin

Was it made in a lab
Or an experiment gone bad

Is it the first of the four horseman
Revelations: 6

The white horse, pestilence
The red horse, victory, war
The pale horse, famine
The black horse, death

Is this something that's real
Think about what's going on in this world

Ebola, ISIS, North Korea,
And now Russia on the verge of collapsing

Think about it

When you hit a crossroad in life
Do you take the easy way or hard way

This is one of life's challenges

The easy, is simple, same old life
The hard way ????

What can one say, me
I may be different
I live for different and change

Are you one of those people
That don't like to be let down

Some let downs build character
That can only make you stronger

You never know
That one chance you take
Can make your life

What is deep

Is it the configuration of words
Is it the words we use

Pain, black, dark, blood, death

What makes it deep
Yes we can all write
We can make up stories

But really deep, deep from your past
From your life's experiences
Have you ever cried while writing

Me yes

From hurt
From pain
From my addiction
From lonlyness
From depression
From death

It does show

So write
Write about your life

I look to the sky's
for a brook by the river

With tangerine figures
And marshmallow sky

With a monkey on horseback
And a tree upside down

No one here knows me
I have roots that frown

With little green people
Holding there figures

As people call them
One of a kind

With a pool of chocolate
With people drinking it with straws

With a light on a mountain
Shining from a bright gold lantern

Everyone reaching for
Nothing at all

As I look in the mirror
To see an elation

My minds playing tricks
With kids in the sky

Everyone tells me
That there's a song on the hill top
Singing somethings out there

Wait I need Tom Leary's
Help once more

Rain in the sunshine
A smell of fresh air

The feelings of happiness
With love and care

With eyes that behold
With a curious mind

Be that one person
Be one of a kind

Love your life
By loving others

Were all God's creatures
That means you and me

If you don't believe in God
That's OK

Just be a loving creature
That's all you must be

We all don't know him
We live content ways

Be a life giver
And continue life's ways

With blood on my hands
And my feet already stained

A life of the unusual
Was the life for me

To many deaths
From the games we played

Not my intentions
It wasn't my ways

I told them no
All the time

We did it anyway
The thrills they wanted

I was never sure
Of these reckless games

But it brought so much adrenalin
From living these ways

Always on the edge
This life we had

For some unknown reason
We were never sad

It was our life of adventures
The adventures we had

Don't ever be a snitch
Even if snitched out

Police or People will try
To tear you apart

This is no joke
Nor is it a game

This is life experience
That will make you a man

A snitch is useless
In my book

Like a cry baby
They know not what to do

Hold your ground
Tell them to get ******

No matter the outcome
No matter what's right

In this world of life
Trust is all we have

Don't ever lose it
Be a real man

We've always said, show and tell
There will come a time it feels like hell

We always think it's about us
Yet we told the next player
That we'll show you

To the cemetery we went
And we dug up some coffins

We opened them all
And they were all in awe

Me and my friend
We were only 10

We did strange things
At this age

We ****** with cop cars
Because of our age

We blew up a house
From an explosive we made

We weren't bad kids
We just had mischievous ways

We started many fires
And we lived our on way

We ****** with most people
But we never knew better

Our parents were never home
Or they would of taught us better

I am a dream of nothing
With only air in my veins
My heart is filled with sand
And my lungs are filled with pollution
My thoughts are filled with something
Something that means nothing to me
My visions are out of focus
For nobody wants me
My life is without warning
Where this world will not miss me
The only thing I hope for
Is for someone to rescue me.

As I only see blood red
In time of pain

The times of darkness
Reins me in

Like a hurricane blowing
With nature's pain

My life feels over
From this pain within

As I walk on nials
With aching in my heart

These tears of blood
Come from my heart

Why does this happen
Happen to me

I didn't look for this life
Of pain and misery

To deep to bleed
Yet shallow enough to hurt

Tattooed on my brain
and stained on my heart

Photographed in my thoughts
And burned in my eye's

There emotional scars
That will always follow

As she whispers
Razor into my ears

It cuts straight to my heart
As she manipulates me

She say's she loves me
As she stabs my heart

Then she twists it in
As she steals my heart

She guides me with a leash
She says you better listen

She plays these games
That crush my heart

Why does she do this
Do this to me

Why do I live
This life of misery