I'm counting down the days till I get to feel your
heart beat,
Taste your sweet lips,
Look into your soft eyes,
Hug your warm body,
And listen to your quiet voice.

I'm counting down the days till I can be in your
warm embrace,
Look up to your sweet face,
Talk with you till the days late,
And lay with you till the morning wakes.

I wanna be with you and no one else.
I wanna love you till I can't even love myself.
I wanna make you feel special in every way.
I wanna run with you till the nights mix with the days.

I love every piece of you, every ounce of
yourself.
No one can change that feeling that's left,
Inside,
Every time I look into your eyes.

Have you ever stumbled upon someone life-shatteringly special?
You lose your breath and can't think straight.
But somehow they've stuck around.
Feeling like a stunned vegetable to your innocent charisma.

Like divine intervention we met in the most unlikely of ways.
We hit it off and spent hours together, confined and stressed.
How did we get along so well?
How did we manage to learn more together than alone?
How did we manage to find each other in this big world?
I'll always wonder if there is more to this story.
Answers to my plaguing questions that rule my emotional state.

I don't know how to describe what it is I feel in a rational way.
It doesn't serve rationale.
Writing it all down or saying it only compounds how crazy I must sound.
But I'm not a loony bin. On the contrary, you are just infinitely more special than you realise!

But I'll not skip a note nor bump a chord.
Because I see you so finely in all your elegance.
A beauty which radiates in an innocent manifestation.
I can't tell if everyone else can see it also.
They must?!
I must have no chance here.
I know I should cut my losses and move on.
Right..?
Hope to find this feeling once more.
But something from beyond the blackened ether of midnight skies and space dust tells me to keep trying.

these three metal walls
closing in
packed with the memories
stained with your grin
one year later
I felt happy
thinking like I'm me now
and new people all surround me
but still these things
linger and distress
in the back of my mind
I'm still thinking about the past
still sitting in those boxes
covered in dust
molded and rust
showing me that I
don’t really think there
will ever be another us
ever be that undeniable trust
I'm sorry that my mind's still racing
but I'm sorry that my heart can't take it
sorry to say
but ill stay in my place
pack the rest of the boxes
load them in the car
and when I get to where I need
I'll throw them in there hard
and hope that all the feelings will
break under the weight
then I'll slide that fourth wall down
and throw away the key
and hope these silly memories
never come running back to me

Saddened by my past
Can't make amends
Trying to advance
Every step we take just
Slipping through the cracks

Let's move forward
But we take three steps back
Everyone's been broken
But I can't seem to fix the past

Contemplating the future
When my heart's still in a cast
Overgrown images of could bes
And what we've had

Let's make a new picture
Not perfect yet
But it's a work of art
I'll make it the perfect representation
Of the space you have in my heart

that first bite
cherry sweet
the first taste
stings deep into my teeth

I'm cringing at the burn

but wanting the next bite
more then I want life

the everlasting sweetness
turns to bitter and sour
can't change what's been done
but the game has just begun

try to turn back the time
see if the burning will subside
endure the pain one more time

no more cherry sweet
your taste for candy rot your teeth
alone and wanting something more
but nothing will satisfy
the fierce craving you endure

Alone in a crowded room
Sinking in the carpets
I extend my hand
To show you you're not alone

I am by your side
Here for your rollercoaster ride
We'll whip through the skies
So I can show you what you're made of

Let me whisk you away
And show you the world
If even for one day
*I'll show you your worth