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Katherine Aug 2014
Home,
My home is in Madison in my big blue house,
In my bed full of stuffed animals and
Mommy and daddy in the other room not screaming at each other,
And my puppy on my bed cuddling me,
While I cried at night because I was scared of the monster under my bed,
And my play house kitchen,
Where I played grown up,
Where I thought I would always turn out okay,
And I danced smiling in my little dresses and bows in my hair,
As mommy would dress me in,
And sit on the couch with daddy while mommy dusted her shelves,
And play hide and seek with my dog because he knew how,
And get a kiss goodnight
And a kiss for every scrape and bruise on my body,
And run in the grass putting flowers in my hair,
In my big blue house in Madison,
And now MY big blue house in Madison has been painted yellow,
And strangers have taken over my room,
And have planted these awful red flowers in mommy's garden,
And daddy's office is now a garage,
And my puppy is dead,
And so is daddy,
And there's a new puppy who runs in the yard,
And mommy cries sometimes because her baby girl has grown up so fast,
And daddy isn't here to tell her she's beautiful,
And her puppy has turned to bone,
And little girl is all grown up,
And she doesn't know where her home is anymore,
Because home is no longer here.
Katherine Aug 2014
I'm becoming a memory to you,
Fading away just as I do best,
Into the back of your mind,
Where I won't be thought of again,
Trapped in the depths,
Trying to claw my way back to your thoughts,
I miss you, you know?
And the way we used to be,
The way that made me smile,
Even in my darkest times,
It seems that with you gone,
I am gone too.
Katherine Aug 2014
Because days like this,
I feel the tears role down my cheeks,
and I think to myself,
I've never loved anyone like I love you.
Katherine Aug 2014
Whispers in the dark,
Colors that cry,
Hallucinations that haunt your head,
Inside your body a parasite crawls,
Fear,
It lurks inside of you,
Running from no one,
No one,
Trembling,
Scratching at the thoughts,
The urges,
These voices are your only friend,
Let it take control,
Control you lack
Insanity incurs with hysteria,
Schizophrenia.
Katherine Aug 2014
Release me
Unlock my heart and steal the pain away
Release me
Open up the door and help me break this chain
Give me back what I gave to you
You couldn't protect me
I couldn't go anywhere
Trapped in this love I built with lies
and everything I have left
is gone with every goodbye
Katherine Aug 2014
I see you are doing just fine without
me,
The girl you said you'd never leave,
The girl you said you couldn't live without,
The girl you said you loved,
The girl who's not ready to say goodbye,
The girl who's not sure she'll ever be ready to say goodbye,
But I see you're doing just fine without me.
Katherine Aug 2014
We're deadly, you know?
We're a bunch of suicidal kids,
Falling in love with other suicidal kids,
Killing ourselves over the thought of losing each other.

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