Kaiden

Kaiden Apr 23

Update

Hi so this is a bit different from what i usually write but yeah.
Thank you so much to all of the people that were worried, i wouldn't be here without y'all (i'm serious, you guys were the reason i didn't go through with it). Basically i had a random breakdown from bottling stuff up and i was trying not to off myself, which ended like this. I'm somewhat fine now and i'll talk to my therapist and all that. Again, thank you all so much.

<3

Kaiden Apr 22

Reading my life

Reading my life
In tears
The past 2 years of my pain
At exactly 11:52pm
Contemplating every decision,
Every tiny detail
That shaped me into this failure.

i'm so sorry.

#read #life #suicide

Kaiden Apr 22

Let me go

Break this bond between me and earth,
Let me go forever underground,
Far, far away from the pain and hurtful words,
From the toxic embrace of your hate.

suicidal af rn

#suicide #hurt #abuse #death #earth

Kaiden Apr 22

gone.

My fingers
Interlocking with yours.
For the last time,
You'll never know you won't see me again.
Ever.
I'll be gone.
F O R E V E R.

i wanna get out of here

#gone

Kaiden Apr 22

..

my art is dead
and so am i

say whatever the ******* want but i can see my art dying.

Kaiden Apr 22

..

click.
                                                                                      click.
                              scratch.
                                                         tear.
          scrunch.
                                                                        throw.


              i'm a ******* disappointment please help me.

..

Kaiden Apr 22

VALIDATION...

I once had you
To push me through life
Now i do anything i can
To get the invisible drug
Sometimes i'm embarassed to admit it
But it doesn't matter right now
Come back.

Starting to get worried about my writing tbh

#validation