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  Jan 8 Kaiden Lewis
Madeon
Oh Lord,
how few normal people there are in this world!
Only me and my imaginary friends.
Kaiden Lewis Jan 8
A shirt hanging on the door handle,
Preventing your eyes from
Looking at me.
I was 11.
I was a kid but i still had to put a shirt on the door handle so no one would stare at me. Some people are disgusting.
Kaiden Lewis Jan 7
I may not accompany you
In your further path.
For you have left me behind
While i still haven't forgotten you.
It still kinda hurts
Kaiden Lewis Jan 7
Needles injected into my body,
Machines everywhere,
The concerned nurses whispering to each other.
The tests and
The forgotten fear of needles,
Define my existence.
I am a test subject,
Nothing wrong but nothing right.
And they will continue
Until it's too late.
Since i was a child i had really bad dizziness and sometimes fainting, all of that getting worse over time. Since i was 12 ive been getting multiple tests but no one knows what's wrong. I literally got used to needles (i used to have panic attacks just seeing them). I feel like a ******* test subject.
I hate being clingy but can't help it.

I miss you, I've been thinking about you, about us.
I miss the days we talked everyday, all night.
And I don't mind the red flags you possess,
because I only think about positive about you and obsess.
Even though we never dated, I still am clingy and annoying over you.
I'm sorry.
I'm terrified
With the idea
That our undoing
Might become the
Latest addition to my
Vast list of shortcomings
Yesterday my wife said she wants to move out. I know she meant it and I can't say that I blame her, for I wouldn't want to stay married with my current self either. I really hope that I can make her come around. I'm just not sure how.
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