Kaiden

2h

elena

warmth

like a fire on a cold winters day
the warm blood seeps
from my leg
from my arm
reminding me
i am human
i am alive
the warmth is comfort
when all is cold
the blood is my own

2 months sober.

#sh #tw

Kaiden 11h

Bring myself

I can't bring myself
To write about someone else,
I buried a mistake in a pile of paper and regrets,
And wished for it to disappear,
Knowing **** well it wouldn't.

random draft i found

Kaiden 11h

Devil

The devil cannot be defeated,
It simply shifts between the bodies of those,
That were foolish enough to give in to it

im so ******* done honestly

#devil

Kaiden 1d

Cold water

When your hands are freezing, cold water seems warm,
A bit of kindness seems like a confession,
Trauma seems like normal life.
I really wish i could control the water's temperature myself.

dawg idk im bored💔

Kaiden 3d

Lifeline

I try to keep myself together,
Holding onto you like a lifeline,
Yet i feel my hands slip off when you're gone.

And it works,
For just a while,
But it's so unfamiliar..
I got used to the feeling of the other one too much,
And haven't fully let go yet.

i love him sm but holy **** i need to learn to get over stuff

#lifeline

Kaiden 3d

Lie to me

Lie to me
And tell me you love me,
While both of us know
You don't.

idk i feel like my writing is getting so much worse but im too tired to care

Kaiden 3d

pathetic

is it pathetic,
that the only way i can deal with your words
is hurting myself?

an argument
that you'll forget about in 15 minutes,
leaves scars on my body
that will last forever.

apologies don't erase the damage, especially if it's physical, and i don't care if i sound like a **** rn but she should ******* understand that