You cut yourself
you feel the pain
stuck in this cycle
and feel no shame

failing school
your life's a mess
and will soon
be just emptiness

smoking too much
and getting high everyday
I can't stop you
but I know what to say

you don't get help
you need too
if not for anyone
do it for you

ROBIN WILLIAMS SAYS FAREWELL

This heavy burden is too painful to bear
Even with my loved ones I can't share
The darkness lengthens everyday
Its shadows haunt and won't go away.

I am sinking, sinking fast
My ship is lost without its mast
If life is such hell
It's time I quit and say farewell

I call upon rains as the clouds pass.
Whistling toward summits while birds flock by.
A patter on the face brings me round.
Delicate drops singing aloud.
At once I know nature's heard my cry.
It's then I realize I've just been found.

My quill runs dry
I have nothing and everything to say

No leash to tame me only words do I say
Don't look into my future
I've not looked into yours
I can be a follower
If I follow the right tribe
Even then just cast me out
Survival dares a chance
I do wish to gamble
Light footed and mean at heart
Some day you shall know
Whose pulse you left behind

Sometimes you think everyone sees
But...you are the one who truely does
Blind or not we see
Or do we capsize the viel?
To undertake till our souls prevail
Relinquishing no fear or thought
What matters?
When your not taught

Can I tell when I can tell?
Do I want to tell?
How often will I ask?
For one never knows
I'm out!

Can you tell me a secret?
Or I tell you?
Who decides...
What deamons decide?
When your that chosen vessel
And cannot speak
While it watches you
And attempts to play
At thought
Was I there for you?
Or simply that pawn to ******?
Do it and I dare!

Please identify your nonsense
Please declare what you seek
Please decipher your undoing
Please acknowledge your weak
Please share a little undoing
Please grasp that you cannot
Please whisper your behavior
Please express that your taught
Please dismiss the favored
Please focus on the untrue
Please best you realize
Please know my love is true