josin137

josin137 Jul 2016

trapped

the tears wasted,
the feelings painted,
the eyes diverted,
the words muted.

the heart broken,
the pain unspoken,
the smiles unbroken,
the lies spoken.

the colours faded,
the thoughts remembered,
the future feared,
the present smeared.

...broken to pieces

josin137 Jan 2016

Before

Love is common to all,
As forms of unbreakabke bond,
Some says it comes when it's called,
And some says it only appears at dawn.

My love was never called,
Nor was it formed at dawn,
But appeared as a form of bawl,
That marched my heart as drawn.

The end was nothing but more,
Than the start is nothing but shore,
And waves that has been played,
Gives nothing, but raw grade.

Jan 2016

J

Gone forever

The thought of losing you,
Was unbearable knowing it’s true.
I’m still unsure of what to do,
Should I just let go too?

It’s so confusing to think,
Every happened with a link.
Time with you, went by in a blink.
Maybe we just didn’t sync.

My feelings are so mixed,
Somehow there’s something that can’t be fixed.
My mind still thinking a midst
More time is what I wished.

I’ve made a million mistakes,
If there was another chance, I’d retake.
But these scars will remain.
At least until my life’s bane.

One chance was all I had,
Took it for granted, don’t be mad.
Kind of felt a bit glad,
That you didn’t feel sad.

Whoever the other guy may be,
I hope he opens his heart to see.
The beauty in you that has yet to flee.
Just that someone, will never be me.

My mind said that, It’s over.
My life needs a turnover.
Deep down, in my heart.
I know that I still love you.

well,

josin137 Dec 2015

Untitled

When words can't express,
Feelings accumulate,
Tears repress,
And the heart calculates.

Dec 2015

J

Never

The world is just a big reminder,
Nothing ever goes as you desire.
The situation always seem tighter.
Your mind seemingly going haywire.
Nothing to cling onto,
No one out there to save you.
Fallen to a deep abyss,
Yet you can't resist.

However, you should never give in,
This wasn't how it has been.
No matter what situation life puts you under,
Is never too major for you to get over.
Everyone will always remember,
That one fighter.
The survivor,

*You.

Never give up, not now, not ever.

Dec 2015

Kelvin

Acid rain.

Dance as the Sun slips away,
and as the night drain by,
we slowly decay,
into a sweet, sweet lullaby.

inspired by our economy

#sin #sad #dance #pain #death #sorrow #night #lullaby

Dec 2015

J

I tried.

I never really understood,
The point in being good.
They tell you to be nice,
Or you’d pay the price.

They tell you to be subtle,
Don’t cause any trouble.
You’d make life tougher,
And leave more people to suffer.

Whoever is that dude,
Just don’t be rude.
Get rid of that attitude
Then you’ll find gratitude.

They tell you to be helpful,
Or you live a life regretful.
You can reduce all the hate,
Now wouldn’t that be great?

They tell you to be caring,
Be a wonderful blessing.
Always lend an ear,
To remind them you are here.

All the poems I ever wrote,
No one came by with a boat.
When my feelings sunk deep,
I just cried myself to sleep.

I don’t understand at all,
I tried to be nice
I tried to be caring
I tried to be helpful
I tried to be subtle
I tried not to be rude
I tried to be there for people
I tried.

I don’t get what this is all about
But **** this, I’m out.