The first moment I out eyes met
an image that is forever burned into my memory
If I grow old
and forget everything else in this world
I am sure to be haunted by that moment
I could paint it from memory right now
Your stance
your smile
but mostly your eyes
They are what burn in my mind
all the little things that flash in my mind of you
they are all behind this image of your eyes
They leaped at me...
Literally
That one second was a million year
It was as though a voice whispered
"this is a soul you must know".
If I were to paint this moment
to capture the color that burned behind your eyes
I woul .not be able to do
They haunt me daily
piercing me
demanding I spill myself to you
And I can not hope to hold back
no matter how hard I try
My soul just opens to yours

What purpose is there to meeting such a soul
Such a moment
if nothing is to come of it...

Why were you even dropped into my life.

Come,
Put your head on my lap
I will brush your hair
And sing you a song
Let your tears fall
As you grip my thigh
And release your heart's sorrowful sigh

A man can detach from ***
he can hold your face in his hands
whisper to you how beautiful you are
as he gently showers you with kisses
and walk away

and your poor heart
that traitorous *****
follows him where he goes
and they both forsake you.

Math.
Always trying to be main *****
Needs to realize she is bottom *****
Don't call me
I'll call you when I need you.

It is the light behind your eyes that makes you beautiful
It is the sun settling on the fine hairs of your face
It is the strange meddlings of your mind,
And the faces you make when you put them into words.
It is the silent note of your sigh when your impatient
It is the tears on your face that you hurry to wipe away
It is the trembling lip with a heartbreaking gasp
It is the snort that slips out when you laugh too hard
It is you banging your head and how you try to keep your cool
It is the blush and hiding of your face when something has embarrassed you
It is these
And not the way your hip curves
Not how fullness of your lips
Not the color your eyes or hair
Not the pink lace *******
Not your unmessed hair
That make you beautiful
****
Attractive
Desirable
Loveable
Someone he wants to know.
It is you!
You are beautiful!

Wait...
Wait...
Wait...
Don't let desire
Anxiety
Lust
Or loneliness
Cause you
To be moved
Wait...
Wait...
Wait...

I am falling in love.
I am falling in love with myself.
I am falling in love with you...
yes you.

my family, my acquaintances
my friends, my enemies
my exes, my potentials
my abusers, my up-lifters
my holy-rollers, my ***** folks
my competition, my stepping stones
....my teachers.

I fall more in love with you each day.
You have healed me, all in your own little way and I will work hard to return the favor.

The more I heal others the more I am healed.

heal and be healed
love and be loved

heal and be healed
love and be loved

heal and be healed
love and be loved.