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Jolene Heather Jun 2017
You cannot control how you are loved
Only how you love
Darlin…
Dance with me?
Move me
And move around me?
Put your hands on my body

Let us touch pulses

Let our cells meet and mingle

Maybe a few of the singles ones
Can hook up
Jolene Heather Jun 2017
Let me send you a dream?
One where we are all lips and hands
But we keep our eyes wide open
So that we may touch souls.
Come…
Come for me….

Into deeper waters
Let's find treasures together
Jewels no one has ever heard of
Ones that have been buried so deep…

Deep inside. Cravings and caves…
Hungry holes, paths enchanted
By emerald green and rushing waters
Dappled and caressed with
Midday sun that stretches
Our growing souls up to the light

We climb together
And over each other
Gently and gingerly
As though we are covered
By treacherous walls

Come for me
To conquer these walls
And catch a peek
Of the nakedness of the universe
Sprawling on the other side
Open and reaching
Pulling you into her warm waters
Floating in a sea of cosmic
Bliss…
Light and pulsing
Warm
Like sun beams on a naked body

Come for me
Darling
Come for me
Come…
And get me
Jolene Heather May 2017
Sometime I sit here waiting
For either you
Or trouble to come
Foolishly hoping
That it is you that appears
To tell me you have loved me all along
But
I make sure to check my back
Just in case it is the boogie man

I don't know what I would do
If he did in fact show up
But I carry this knife
And I'd like to think I'd stab him with it
It has a hook ya know
Something to grab hold on the way back out
Stabbing at the chance
For your love
Hoping to grab you
In such a way
You can not let go
Just so the wound can be mutual

Did you realize that your knife had a hook too?
Cause I am not allowed to forget
No matter how hard I try
4am park poems creepy love
Jolene Heather May 2017
God is all of us collectively

collectively we are all of God

Engaged in a dance

of inhaling and exhaling

curling and stretching

imploding and exploding

Occasionally He and we...

collide

in the middle

blurring the lines between universe and atom

The pressing of atoms against

other atoms in a desire to feel

something other than themselves

To still their loneliness

they seek *******

they crash into one another

abandoning duality and embracing oneness

You cannot tell where one ends and one begins

They become alpha and omega

horizon and sky

the ******

Love’s confusing joy

Where it all end

Everything!

And where it all begins

That explosive ecstasy

that moment and eternity

that *******

gives focus to an energy and new life is born

Movement happens creating waves of sound

Their patterns and rhythms being the song that you hear right now

Shadow, light, line, texture, color, shape, space, and form

create the ballroom dance of the image before your eyes

And then there is breath

The caress of memory on your Inhale

the crashing release of the Exhale

and the undulating attempt to fill the Void in between

The hunger... the longing… the suffering...

for a turkey sandwich in your mouth right now…

Yearning for a human touch is what creates a new world

a new Universe and the cycles repeats

An element is born and somewhere

a star explodes scattering its seed across the universe

Saying

“I AM…”
Jolene Heather May 2017
I am no back burner girl
I better be taking up the whole stove
I want what we are cooking to feed a multitude
I want it to be good enough and big enough
to share and pass around
I want my meat slow cooked and laced with butter
Dripping and falling off the bone
Everyone seems to be looking for a microwave meal
Which really is just being afraid and settling
Scared to not get that home cooked meal right
But here is the thing about a slow cooked meal
You get time to reverse your mistakes
You get to soak some things in
And the warmth it gives you
Surpasses all your desires to be right and perfect
Allowing you to just surrender into what is
Giving you understanding that the bitter complements the sweet
That it is just as necessary.

So I want to have fought with you before we had ***
And when we do get there
I want to break upon each other
Because we are practicing letting go
I want to know what happens when you blackout drink
And I liking knowing how you kiss other girls
I hope you know how I am when I am thirsty
I want you to know what it looks like when I am careless
And how it goes when I pick myself back up
I need to know the exact flushing shade of your shame
I want you to know how I hide mine
I want to know what it is to doubt you
I would also like to know what it is to forgive you
Or for you to have to forgive me

I don't want you in the bar bathroom
I don't want to be bent over holding the wall up with eyes closed
I wanted to be so deep in your eyes that it truly feels like we are one
I want you in my bed
Completely naked, physically and emotionally
With sunlight pouring through the window
I don't want to be ******* for an ******
I want to meander and explore and be fascinated
I want to be so in tune with you that when you opened yourself to me
I get to appreciate every beautiful
and even ugly molecule of it.
Jolene Heather Apr 2016
Because
It wasn't sober
Soft morning sunlight
Pouring through the bedroom window
And
Your eyes were closed
Jolene Heather Jan 2016
All these dark people
Cant find their own light
Hidden there
Right between their eyes
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