he who i hated.
he who i despised.
he who i abhor.
he who i loathe.
he who i detest.
he who i abominate
noetheless,
i fall.
i fell.
i was pulled down
hard,
from where i used to be.
i've love.
i have loved.
i have love him
despite of those.
it's contradict
i've never expected it.
it was when you hated him but turns out you are loving him