I knew,
From the 1st time I saw you,
That I will lose everything,

and none of it will matter. . .

If  
F e e l i n g s
All that
M a t t e r,
Then,
I should've done many things,
B y   n o w.

You cannot stop yourself from,
F
   a
       L
            L
                 i
                     n
                           G
Until you hit the
**G R O U N D.

Im just waiting . . .
For the right person to come.
To prove to me,
That you're really,
*Not the one.

For all the things
I try to say,

Why do "goodbyes"
Always slay?

Cause not even once,
Did you insist,
To stay.

I said a word,
With pure,
**Dismay.

would you stay even
after knowing my demons
have a hundred names?

Sa aking panaginip
Ikaw ay nasilip
Doon,
Tayong dalawa ay magkalapit
Nakahiga,
Magkayakap ng mahigpit
Masayang nag-uusp
Sinusulit ang bawat saglit
Lumipas ang ilang oras
At tayo'y bahagyang napapikit

"Psst,Psst"
Aking unang sambit
Nagtaka kung bakit hindi ka umimik
"Psst,Psst"
Aking muling inulit
Natigilan, napaisip
"Bakit tila ayaw niyang marinig"

"Gusto na kita"
Ang sunod ko sanang nais mabanggit
Ngunit pambihira
Naalimpungatan, biglang nagising
BITIN!
Badtrip.
Ang tagal mo kasing umimik
Pati tuloy panaginip, nainip

icm

who cares*
how brightly
the sun shines?
all I need
is to be
enveloped
by the depth of
the elusive
night.