Depression
Feels like there’s nothing
But you’re drowning in everything

Depression
Looks like happiness and smiles
But nobody can see the pain you feel inside

Depression
Tastes like bitter tears
But nobody tastes them but you

Depression
Smells like blood
But it drips only from your wrist

Depression
Sounds like whispered secrets
But nobody can find out, nobody

To feel the blade
Is to feel in control
When you just want to let go

To feel the pain
Is to feel alive
When all you crave is death

To feel the tears
Is to feel the sadness
When you just want to be numb

He said breathe
He said it's okay
Just focus on me
Just focus on the words I say
Trying to distract me
But you're just so far away
It doesn't matter though
I'll still see you every day
I mean every word I say
I hate that you aren't here
But it's more than okay
You're mine, I'm yours
It's like that anyway
I want to be there
I want to take the pain away
You don't deserve this ****
Don't deserve to feel this way
I want you to be happy
And that feeling to stay
I wish your days were bright
Instead of this dull grey
To be full of light and joy
And make it everyday
I wish I could sit with you
Maybe have some chardonnay
Just sit there by the fire
Let all else fade away
Just me and you
Happy where we lay