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Marjani Apr 2016
The rain dont fall as soft as it used to...
The rain just won't stop...
The rain is....gone...
The rain is on...

It rained on me yesterday
In my my mind
My thoughts were clouded...my thoughts were locked away
And then out came something..
That pierced me and...made a strain so big
I couldn't forget...
I couldnt love to forget you
I couldnt...be...
I couldnt keep up...with you...and me
Something pierced my heart...something...tore away the pieces you mended back together from the start..
You took away my heart
You ate at my love
You told me differently
You told me
It was nothing you could do...
You said....it was done...you told me move on
  Apr 2016 Marjani
Terri Josephine
I once loved a boy that didn't love me back.
I cared for him so much but it was never enough.
I fell for the way he made me feel and I fell for all the lies that seemed so real.
How could  I be so dumb? He left me feeling.. numb.

I once loved a boy that didn't love me back.
I cared for him so much but it was never enough.
I fell for the endless kisses, and I fell for the tight hugs.
I fell for the way he'd look into my eyes and tell me I was enough.
I fell for the way he held me and the way he said he'd treat me.

I fell for a liar!
And I can't talk about it without my body feeling like it's on fire!
I can cry and I can scream but it won't change a thing!

I fell for a boy and now I'm hurt.
I thought I was a diamond.. I guess I'm just dirt.
And I keep telling myself to be strong..
But I remember him saying he wouldn't leave but now he's gone!
  Apr 2016 Marjani
Dr Strange
Puff puff pass

I wanted to be cool so I gave it everything I had
Only to realize that the cost to be cool was a heavy mass
Now look at me,
The ******* in the grass
Over here trying to pull miracles out his ***
Scrapping up loose change to buy some new crack *******
Trying to get a quick fix from the ***** with the new mix
Whispering in everybody's ears
"I'll **** your **** for a quick lick"
Literally doing something strange for some change
Look how pathetic I became

Puff Puff pass*

sigh

Can't you tell,
I sold my soul that day
Now here I lay under the Sun's ray
Burning away
Hoping I'll leave this world in a peaceful way
All while knowing I wasn't cool that day

In fact,

I was nothing more than a fool wouldn't you say
One should never sell who they are to be something else.
  Apr 2016 Marjani
wendy maqwazima
like they always say...
"what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas"
but what about what happens behind the
closed doors when her mother is not
around? is it supposed to stay behind the closed doors?

when her father forces her to undress as he gently kisses and touches her *******...
when he pushes her against the wall forcing her to open her legs for him to put it inside her.

you see,what happens in Vegas doesn't have to stay in Vegas as it can get get nasty and dusty,way too extreme!

after long nights of being mistreated and sexually abused
she finds herself hopeless ...
drugs were there to take away the pain
alcohol was there to wash away her sorrows
but she never had the guts to open up about what happened behind the closed doors when mommy wasn't around...

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just read between the lines..
Marjani Apr 2016
Mm to devour... to conquer... to take... to encase... to engage...
  All I want from him and need from him is clear...
  I want to love him and take in his love
I want to devour him and take in his bodies secrets
I want to conquer his desire and shape it to mine
I want to encase myself in his feel and take it all in
I want to indulge in his type of language that only speaks to me
   I want him...
I want him connecting with me..
I want him loving and devouring me..consistantly
Marjani Mar 2016
All I wanted was someone to love me
All I wanted was someone to love.
All I wanted was to love them more than anyone else and supply them with love.
All I wanted
All I wanted was to love you
All I wanted was to show you how much you meant to me

All I wanted...was for you to deal with me...even if it got hard...
All I wanted was someone who would hold my heart

All thats left is stitching....from the heart that you took..and the person you left cold.

All I wanted was for you to love me...
All I wanted was for you to....
All I wanted was to love you.
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