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  Mar 2015 Jesibell arz
SG Holter
I thrive on liking.
If there's nothing to enjoy
In things, I ignore them.
Move on.

Where do you get your
Energy
? they ask,
Weary from disliking.

This *****. He's a ****.
This band is terrible.
Surrealism is too unrealistic.
There are no happy endings.

It'll all break down into pieces of
Broken love, burning.  
It always does.
He'll let me down in
The end.
They always do.


If so,
Ignore your losses.
To live a lot, you have to
Hurt a lot.
Move on.

Enjoy more of it next time.
Appreciate. Open yourself.
You'll like more.
You'll hurt less.
You'll love the movement
Of Life dancing
With the
Living.
  Mar 2015 Jesibell arz
Steele
My tie is formal; the coat's leather dark.
Face rugged; unshaven, eyes twinkling bright.
Perfect features form a question mark:
Would you care, perhaps, to stay the night?

If you told me no, you'd not be the first,
but I doubt you'd regret it over much
if you used my body to sate your thirst.
Just leave the money on the dresser, if that's your intent.
It's free to look, but it costs to touch;
Even pretty boys have to pay the rent.
  Mar 2015 Jesibell arz
Auss
I wage war
That's never been seen before
Is sanity worth fighting for?
I'm not really sure

Insanity?
A calamity?
I call it individuality!

Who is Society
To create this hypocrisy?!?
It seems like such a tragedy
To waste such ingenuity
To dull the creativity
Jesibell arz Feb 2015
Me Myself nd I* is all that stands; there's nobody next to me to hold my hand. I like the days that I feel happy and alive, but then theirs others days I just cry and cry.
   Me Myself nd I go through struggles together, most of the time I helps Me get through any weather. I know deep inside I'm very strong, that doesn't keep my face from being long.
   Me Myself nd I dislike our surroundings, I think that's why we stay so grounded. To keep away from any stress, that can make me more into a hot mess. Me Myself nd I always listen to eachothers advices,  to not get into any crisis. But no matter how hard I try, it's still kind of difficult to get by. Even though I have parents that help me with certain situations, though I appreciate it, it still brings me some frustration >:o
  Me Myself nd I get caught up in imagining things, that's what causes my life to sting. I still pat Myself on the back because I Havnt let Myself die, I'm just being patcient while things modify. Either      For better or worse, no matter what Me Myself nd I will over come this curse..
Back then blues
Jesibell arz Feb 2015
Certain things (you)
never believe a heroic face, that might just be your biggest mistake. That person may seem fine and dandy, when in realality he/she comes up shady. You were the one that caught yourself up in this mess, now have no idea how to deal with the stress. He/she claimed to be picture perfect, it took you a while to realize it wasn't worth it. What is love to them? Let me just ask, their own dreams all together in a form of a mask. Every now and then they where it for you to see, and you know when it's on because all they do is talk about we... They look into ur eyes and pretend everything is okay, they have completely lost themselves and you don't know what to say. Don't worry things aren't always as fond, whatever it's life.. Snapshots unknown from beyond.


                  Certain things (me)
most swear you were a monster, in my eyes you were my knight in shining armour. You told me the truth no matter how bad it was, that's what I consider true love. Of course we had our ups and downs, you still managed to turn this frown upside down. I miss holding you, kissing you, and loving every part... Your name I will never erase from my heart. I miss you more and more everyday, most Likley because I can't be by your side to lay. Reason being you are behind bars, but it's ok because I'm here to help you through your scars. I appreciate everything we been through and done it made me realize you are the one. <3


               Certain things (we)
when you're in a crowd you think everything is cool, when really "friends" take you as a fool. You act like yourself thinking that you fit in, then there are other times you just don't feel good in your own skin. They look at you up and down, considering that your a clown. At times you think their laughing with you, na their actually laughing at you.
          In life you have to find friends that will stay by your side, lean over and give you their shoulder for you to cry. Avoid the ones that are your friends for one month or year, ones that are barely there to express your fears. These so called "friends" are just make pretend, so go on a hunt and find the ones that will stay until the end !!
Jus certain things involved in/with life.

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