do I believe people can change?
of course I do.
because I no longer recognize every curve of your body
and memorizing it used to be my most practiced pastime
your heart is not what it used to be
tender
kind
and timid
but is now jagged and tough
like the seashells we used to collect
rushing into the water
captured by the waves
laughing
looking
loving
screaming this is forever
and I never though you a liar
but I know better now
(you are)
found this in the back of my journal today. not sure how long ago I wrote it but I still remember all the feelings I felt when writing it.