Unwanted

Unwanted Nov 2014

Cycle

She wont give up
calling me
saying sorry
please *****
Im not going through this again
no way

but then my body wont listen to reason
and i fall in love with you again
anyway

Unwanted Nov 2014

true love

Whenever people say true love
i tell them to shut up
cause true love doesnt exist
if it did the divorce rate wouldnt be as high as it is
and im done trying to find it
i decided to give up on love
from now on imma live
cause i dont need that ****

Unwanted Nov 2014

That *****

Dont you ever wish
you never met the *****
who shredded you heart the first time
the one who lied?

dont worry
the second time will hurt more
cause this time she would of tore down all of your walls
to stab you in the gut
and dance off
as if she did no wrong
dont you wish
you never met the *****?

Nov 2014

Julie Butler

outrageous

I'd like to find these
silver linings
through all the rust
but it just reminds me
( of )
your metal heart
my steel rib cage
how i licked my fingertips
to flip through your pages
how everyday
busts me in s t a g e s
do I stay this way
or rearrange it
i'm a deranged fish
swimming in cages
that i build for myself
& choking on phrases
that mean nothing to you
so why waste time
trying to say them
i'm trying to save this
( idea )
for myself
instead of swimming in circles
for everyone else
it's outrageous

Nov 2014

WickedHope

'Mature,' Me?

"You're so mature..."*
Is that why you thought
That I could handle
You walking all over me?
Treat me like a child,
Then call me such an adult.
I don't understand.
I was too young for you,
But really I think the problem is
You're still too juvenile for me --
(And I'm five inside.)

I don't know why this happened, but here ya go.

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