I should have listened
paid a little more attention
to what my heart was saying
Instead of waiting around
til it was too late
I let the mistakes that I made
create this masquerade of
heart break .. I'm falling apart
I only wish I could
take it all back, the hardest
thing I ever had to face
is accepting knowing I was wrong
I really hate myself right now

May 7th 2015

Baby I can't lie
If you ask me how have I been
and I told you I was fine
when all I want to do is cry
because after all this time
I miss you
Baby I can't deny
we once had a love so true
and just your smile
could get me through
some of the worst days of my life
Baby I can't  hide
from the feelings that are deep inside
because after all this time
I still need you
every now and then
I find myself flipping through my phone
reading every message that you sent
my eyes tear up
when I think about what we could of been
because it was over before it began
Baby I can't lie
everything is not fine
I can't deny I need you in my life
I can't hide the truth
I stil love you

It's a lonely ol' night
I feel so tired but I can't sleep
all I can do is just think
how sweet it would really be
to have somebody cuddlin' up next me
watching a movie, playing footsie
underneath the sheets
transpiring into some heated body language
with a whole lot of touching
kissin' and huggin'
making love all night til the sun comes up
then we just both  fall asleep in each others arms
oh yeah...all I can do is just think
It's a lonely ol' night

Let's make this understood
You carry my heart
as you betray my trust
but I still love the way
it feels when you **** me good
just **** me baby
awee yea the sweet pain it kills
spill your empty words
curse me show no remorse
leave me hanging by a thread
no give and all take
such a wicked vicious game you play
you exterminate my dreams
open up my eyes only to wake up dead
it's not love baby unless it hurts
but you make it hurt so ******* good

Fill me with your lies
It's not love unless it hurts
hold me tight
just love me like you never loved
or never will
scorch my heart and burn me alive
It's not love unless it hurts
**** me slowly
Not to fast
just bring me down  yeah
Shoot for thrill
Fill me with your poison
make me believe
Fake it baby
Fake it
curse at me fuel the fire
It's not love unless it hurts
Cheat on me
while you **** me
Slap me and say you love me
Fill me with your lies
It's not love unless it hurts
just love me like you never loved
or never will
It's not love unless it hurts

she's got the look
she's no angel but she's beautiful and what she do to me is absolutely truly continuous bliss
so soothing to my heart
where her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow
connecting souls
when I hold her I catch a glimpse
of heaven laying in my arms
it doesn't take much
for her to show me her love is true
I can feel it in just the way she moves me
the only one I wanna give my heart too.... is you Jamie
Paint a picture adding colors
her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow
so soothing to my heart                  
I just want to take you in my arms kiss and hug you,cuddle with you snuggle with you baby
late at night heavy thoughts of you and me
bodies inner twined beneath the sheets
in the morning I love to wake to see the sun rise in your eyes so beautiful truly takes my breathe away
she's got the look
she's no angel but she's beautiful and what she do to me is
absolutely truly continuous bliss
so soothing to my heart
where her name is tattooed

she's got the look
she's no angel but she's beautiful
and what she do to me is
absolutely truly continuous bliss
so soothing to my heart
where her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow connecting souls
when I hold her
I catch a glimpse of heaven laying in my arms
it doesn't take much
for her to show me her love is true
I can feel it in just the way she moves me
the only one I wanna
give my heart too.... is you Jamie
Paint a picture adding colors
her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow so soothing to my heart Jamie
I just want to take you in my arms
kiss and hug you,cuddle with you
snuggle with you baby
late at night heavy thoughts of you and me
bodies inner twined beneath the sheets
in the morning I love to wake to see
the sun rise in your eyes so beautiful
truly takes my breathe away
she's got the look
she's no angel but she's beautiful
and what she do to me is
absolutely truly continuous bliss
so soothing to my heart
where her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow connecting souls
when I hold her
I catch a glimpse of heaven laying in my arms
it doesn't take much
for her to show me her love is true
I can feel it in just the way she moves me
the only one I wanna
give my heart too.... is you Jamie
Paint a picture adding colors
her name is tattooed
across in a rainbow so soothing to my heart
My sweet Jamie

you might have the money
you might have the fame
you could have everything
from fancy cars and diamond rings
you could have it all ,baby
right in the palm of your hand
but you ain't got nothing
if you don't the man
JESUS

when things feel like they getting tough
I just put my trust in the Lord and keep my chin up
It's not Bon Jovi Living on a Prayer
this is real Alive and kickin
so while your running your lips
trippin I got the Holy Spirit
rippin these lyrics
I'm not ashamed to proclaim his name
I lift my hands up
sing a song to praise his name
Jesus is my Savior, he is my king
He came into my life and he changed me
transformed me,reborn from sinner
to a saint and if you are listening
you are witnessing the greatest
gift ever that our precious Jesus gave
Yeah I say it again
I'm not ashamed to proclaim his name
that's right baby I'm proud christian
I sing a song to praise his name
so crank it up loud
Let the Angels hear
all the way to gates of heaven
Jesus is my saviour, he is my king
Yes Jesus Is His Name

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
baby you're so amazing
set my heart a blaze
craving for just a taste
of your sweet cherry lips
i take your hand and place
my hands upon your hips
lets share this dance
underneath the stars and monn
just me and you
sharing the sweetest romance
together we stand
surpassing the sands of time

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you

i'm just a simple man
not to complicated
i live a pretty simple life
i believe in God
i don't cheat or lie
and sometimes I might cry
but that only means I human, Right!
i'm just the type of guy
i don't need a whole lot of money
to make me happy
because money can't buy me love
as matter of fact
i think i'd rather spend my life
hugging and kissing my happy simple wife
(?????????????)

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
you still think I'm crazy
now don't you baby
and maybe it is true
it's only because I'm crazy
about you

I know you're out there
hurting tonight
he broke your heart
and stole your smile
but Baby please don't cry
just take my hand
let's walk thru this life together
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see  
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want
i close my eyes and think of you
i feel your love inside me
everytime i breathe baby
you're my sweetest dream that ever come true
holding onto you
i don't ever want let go
because you're the only one i want
and i just gotta let you know
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want

My baby might be shy
but she sure knows how to love me right
her hugs and kisses drives me crazy
oh my gosh...
I'm so tangled up in her smile
her sweet love has got a hold on me
she's got that magic touch
I can feel it every heart beat
oh yeah I can feel it
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
my little ******* bunny
honey dripping from her lips
so soft and wet
make me spend my money
for a night I know won't forget
rock me like a hurricane
oh yeah my body is never
going to ever feel the same
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night

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last night says it all
You and Me
two bodies
lie entwined
moonlight dancing
in the back seat of a car
wake up early in the morning  
find you're gone ?????
last night says it all

you
can't let
people
get you down
you
gotta hold
your head up
never
let them
see you frown
even
though
you might be
fed up
just
put your
trust
in something more
instead
of
the things that you
lust for
life
is
short
be happy
with who you are

I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been a miserable
and painful ride
I'm surprised that I'm still alive
when my heart died.
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
so much harder to survive
when your just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beaten black and blue
These ******* bruises they are my tattoos

I don't remember her name
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the taste of her lips.
I don't go looking for trouble
but it always seems to find me
We go together like a married couple tattoos and belly button rings,
shattered glass
broken hearts and jim beam.
I don't remember her age
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the way she was moving her hips
I fell in love with a stripper....

Just another lonely night I'm trying to make it through
Feel so cold and empty sleeping in this bed without you
You are the only one who ever knew me at all
Now I'm packing up the memories
getting ready for the long haul
I light a candle staring at the flame as it burns
A tear falls out my eye
I guess we live and learn
I'm traveling down this road with nowhere to go
Shadowed by the past
Like a ghost of a lost soul never coming back
I'm trying to find my way back to you baby
feels like I'm going crazy
Running around circles in my head
This empty bed is bringing back all the words you said
Baby I love you
                          Do you remember
All the times we had and shared together
Now there's nothing left
I would die for you baby give my last breath
To hold you in my arms and kiss your tender lips
It's everything about you baby that I miss
I'm trying to find my way back to you.....

despite the fights at night
when we cuddle and your in my sight
lyin next to me rubbin my back
because everything's alright
grasp upon reality
now can you see im high as a kite
and i just might disappear for the slight
chance i may be picked up
for some bogus stick up
this nights tough i lay alone in the cell
just because i was tryin ta sell
just to keep our hope and keep the baby well
now your sellin too just to post bail
going through hell
but soon youll have a story to tell
about how you loved him so much
holdin on to every kiss and talkin about
how when you get every touch it isn't enough

They say Love can move mountains
Love can be magic
Love can make you feel so high
that you never ever wanna come down
That's the love I found in you Baby
So beautiful and magical
fanatical, dazzling
truthful, just so unimaginable
it's like a miracle
I'm walking on the clouds
and I never wanna come down..
Love is passion, Love is warm
Love is a kiss,Love is a child being born
Love is a song playing in our hearts
it's melody moves us
we sing and dance to its rhythm
and with love nothing can tear us apart
you feeling me baby
it's real  so deep insane , it's crazy
and I wouldn't have it any other way
and I love you Baby
I might not not be famous
but you still make me feel like a rap star
killing these syllables  with real love
that you can feel in your heart and soul
my love for you it overflows
and each and everday it grows
babydoll don't you know
that i love you so
babydoll don't you know
babydoll don't you know
I will never let you go

In this world of make believe
darlin it's just you & me
together that's how it's suppose to be
with a love we share for eternity
in this land of fairy tales
hearts of gold and magic spells
dreams come true with the wishing wells
the truest of love rings the wedding bells
always forever no sad farewells
breathe in my love
you feel it as you exhale
a place called heaven
with no place called hell
a reason to live with a life that's not frail
throw away the oars
and let's just set sail
in the world of make believe
take me to another place
i need to feel your body baby
driving me so crazy
i just need to feel your body baby
take me to another place
i just need to feel your body close t o me

I sit here staring into space
A tear slowly weaves its way down my face
onto my lips entwined with this bitter kiss is all I taste
The sweet memories of yesterday
are locked away in my heart safe where they always stay
inside of me is a part of you
every heart beat I can feel you
I dream of tomorrow baby you and me
you inspired me to be the best I can be
There I go again chasing dreams
from the first line my heart speaks
When I lay my weary head down to go to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times that I cherish
and I always keep
I Gotta Make You Mine because I love you baby
Let me try to piece this all together
Forever and always or always and forever
whichever it doesn't matter
because my heart will always follow you
and forever my love will be true
It was strange how you came
and you knew the right words to say
You touched a place so deep in my heart
that nobody could reach and I felt so safe
I wasn't afraid anymore
it was like laying in an angel's wings
swept away to a heavenly place
caressing feelings loves embrace bringing healing
to this brokenness I felt inside.

Baby just let me hold you
I need to feel you close to me tonight
You're my heart and soul
and everything I do
you know I do it for you
You mean so much to me
I would give my life
to prove my love is true
So just let me squeeze you tight
because tonight
I just want to hold you in my arms
and feel your soft warm body
pressed against mine
Let me love you down
baby as my lips caress your skin
Pull the blinds and dim the lights
Baby tell me I'm not dreaming
because this feels all to real
Standing at the crossroads
you would MeetMe in the middle                  
I don't know how to explain this
or really how to say this
But something is telling me
The man upstairs
He must of been listening
Because you came as an angel
It was strange how
you knew the right words to say
You touched a place so deep in my heart
that nobody could reach and I felt so safe
I wasn't afraid anymore
Do you believe that all things happen for a reason?
I mean us meeting ,
you know the way that it happened
I don't know maybe it's just me
or I'm crazy but you see
it was beautiful something more
than I could have imagined
it was like laying in an angel's wings
swept away to a heavenly place
you carried me under God's wings of grace
caressing feelings of love's embrace
bringing healing to this broken heart of mine.

When I close my eyes
and lay my weary head down to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times
that I cherish and always keep
Never had to worry
about no heartache or no pain
Just a perfect love between us
In our lives we had so much to gain
As I'm holding you
in my arms squeezing you tight
I feel the magic of your body
as we're making love in the moonlight
Nothing seems to matter
all my troubles seem to disappear
I get lost in this moment
every time that you're near
You're like an angel sent to me
from heaven up above
Fill me with the love
showered with the kisses and the hugs
and what it does
is get me higher than any kind of drug
I'm hooked on you baby
All I need is your love
Strung out like a ******
I'm craving for you all the time
to quench my thirst and my hunger
Gotta Make You Mine
Tonight when I go to sleep
you will be with me in my dreams
Just you and me
two hearts beating free
together in this fantasy
where love is all we need
to keep you here with me
The stars in the night shine so bright
Reminds of the sparkle in your eye
and those hot summer nights
I reminisce
I can feel your lips as they kissed mine
so young and wild
together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
I can see you standing over me
as you slowly undress
looking like a goddess
Baby the reason why I'm so obsessed
The hot *** biting on my neck
I can't resist I'm powerless
against the sweetness of your lips
I can't hinder
the soft and tender caressing of your skin
Take my body and my soul
to places that I never been
I'm so caught up in this moment
I'm hoping that it never ends
Gotta Make You Mine

I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh
Baby the time is right
let's take our time
and make this night last forever
it's just me and you together
so dim the lights
I must confess
you looking like a Goddess
so hot and ****
in that Lil black lace dress
baby I just wanna taste
your cherry lips
run my fingers tips
down your back
slowly across your hips
as I'm kissing
every inch of my body
I can feel your heart beating
you are just excited and delighted
cuz baby it feels
so good and so right
the temperature is rising
I can feel the heat
two bodies intertwined
in between the sheets
caressing you is like the petals
of a beautiful flower
your body so soft
never felt so stimulating
thrilling spine tingling
keep me going for hours
til we both collapse
bodies soak and wet
in a warm ******
I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh

I didn't want thing's to change
                   We don't walk the same path,
We don't even talk anymore
                   How strangely bizzare
When we used to be best friends
                   Now it's like we're at war
We became enemy's
                  We estranged ourselves
We can't go on pretending
                  When the truth we know
We are only hurting ourselves
                  
              Merry Go Round We Spin

We tend to forget about our children
                  Who suffer most
Living day by day
                  Something gotta give
So tell me why you can't just let it go
                 Even if you don't love me anymore
Does that really mean we can't be friends
                 Instead of being down each others throats
The madness and arguing
                The pain and sadness we go through
and we only doing it to ourselves

            Merry Go Round We Spin

midnight rider
flying high as the moon
chasing after the stars
dreaming maybe one day soon
      I might find you :(

Misunderstood


Somehow
I made
myself believe
that this dream
was real
I'm waking up
now and feels
all so real
to believe
you don't understand me
**** it this aien't
how I planned it
why can't you understand me
I came to the conclusion
I guess talking to myself
doesn't do any good
when you are talking to
somebody so misunderstood......
I once wrote a song
Based on a dream
When I lay my weary head
down to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times
that I cherish and I always keep
Never had to worry about
no heartache or no pain
Just the perfect the love between us......
In our lives we had so much to gain
As I'm holding you baby
in my arms squeezing you so tight
I feel the magic of your body
making love in the moonlight
Nothing seems to matter
all my troubles seem to disappear
I get lost in this moment
baby every time that your near
You're like an Angel
sent from heaven up above
Filling me with the love
showered with the kisses and hugs
And what It does
gets me higher than any kind of DRUG
I'm hooked on you baby.........
All I need is your LOVE
Strung out like a ******  
I'm craving for you all the time
To quench my thirst and my hunger
I Gotta Make You Mine
Somehow I made myself believe
that this dream was real
I'm waking up now and feels
all so real to believe
you don't understand me
**** it this aien't how I planned it
why can't you understand me
I came to the conclusion
I'm just Misunderstood.................................................

It's 2 in the morning
I can't sleep
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
she up and left me
My baby left me all alone

She took my heart
and ran away, ran away
into another man's arms
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
And I know she's not sleeping alone
sleeping alone
No, she's not sleeping alone........

It's 4 in the morning
and I can't sleep, no I still can't sleep
I keep on thinking
Does she love that man, does she really
love him like she said she did me
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
and I know she's not coming back
No, she's not coming back home...
She's never coming home
I'm alone, so alone
My baby is never, never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home..... :(

I don"t know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on
trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway
you still love me.
But this heart has been broken in two and it ***** with me
so many mixed emotions
but I know deep down inside
a part of me still loves you.
How is this possible? I don't know
Is it optional that I still love you or I don't?
Do I have a choice on how to control how I feel inside?
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know but it's ****** up because if I didn't care
Why would you even still be stuck in a place somewhere inside there?
And late at night when I close my eyes
it chills me to the bone
I can still see you but I feel so all alone
Will this haunting ever stop
I try to fight it off but I can't, it won't.
You can not see my eyes but it's raining inside
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway you still love me

You are my breath,
the very air I breathe
You are my hope,
you are my strength
You are my heart,
my every heart beat
You are my everything
You are the music
You are the song I sing
You are the sweetest melody
You are a blessing
You are my everything

My Filipino girl
so sweet and ****
she makes my world complete
it doesn't take much
for her to show me her love is true
I can feel it in just the way she moves me

Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
It's you n me baby
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you and
you finding me
the stars can't be that far
they are not out of reach
when you wish upon one
in your heart is your dream
you was indeed
my sweetest poetry
please don't forget me Baby.
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
I could go on and on and write
There is so much on my mind
but still I find it hard
what I want to say..
No what I mean is what I need to say
because it's forever in a day
that my heart can't take
being without you. I love you
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight

Where was you
when i fell apart
you never had no regard
what the f#ck is wrong with you
You say you wanna be my friend
when all you did was leave me
bruised and scarred
broken inside
twist-id and torn
well think again
because friends like you
I don't need them
I'm not trying to be mean
but can't you
even see you hurt me deep within
you say i have a way with words
well i hope you feel them
but how can you?
with your cold hardheartedness
that ripped apart my heart
regardless of how i felt
you discarded me as if i was nothing.
but i will just keep what's left of me
ain't no use trying to get back
to the way it used to be
friendships are built on love and trust
respect and that's for real
I shared everything
from my love
to my thoughts
to my dreams
from my heart to my poetry

I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give me your love
I'm a writer
I write the truth
and if you knew me
maybe you would understand
everything I been through
and all this **** drama in my life
is like a shadow seems to follow me
everywhere I go
and maybe , baby I'm just to nice to say no
Just so hard to say no
Just let everybody take advantage of me
get what they want
then they vanish never to be seen
nobodies there to put a bandage on my heart
or pick me up when I fall apart
Nahhh..nobodies there
Where did everybody go
Oh, I forgot you only come around
when you want something.
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give to me your love
I have been down and out
kicked around ****** over
cheated so many ****** times
I lost count
I live my life in the shadow
of sorrow I have to beg ,borrow,
and steal just for a little affection
I don't ****** know but this ****
gettin old.
I have been hated by many
loved by few
My pursuit of happiness
I traded my ****** heart for
a bruise
and that's the truth
I'm a writer
I write the truth
and if you knew me
maybe you would understand
everything I been through
and all this **** drama in my life
is like a shadow seems to follow me
everywhere I go
and maybe , baby I'm just to nice to say no
Just so hard to say no
Just let everybody take advantage of me
get what they want
then they vanish never to be seen
nobodies there to put a bandage on my heart
or pick me up when I fall apart
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give to me your love

I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
As the blood trickles down my arm
I have become so comfortably numb
So drunk ,swallow the bitter sweet taste of love
My soul is cold, eyes are red and swollen
Down this path I follow succumb by the darkness
inside this humble heart of mine,
I'm crying!!!!
The light to my stairway is looking dim
I can hear the whispers in the wind
that told of the days long past
The spiritless singing of a lacerated heart
I'm barely clinging in this world painted much to dark
Someday God I feel so lost
Somewhere caught in between time and space
where my dreams only awaken my inner demons
I feel so ****** up and I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?

every time I think of you
I feel more each day
just another little piece
of my heart breaking
you was right
it's never goodbye
so dry the tears
and just fake a smile
and carry on baby
it's too late to back and change
yesterday is gone
but i still feel you in my heart baby
Take my tears fly free
what is broken inside
let rain drops fall
reminding me it's never goodbye

Every time I think of you
I feel more each day
Just another little piece of my heart breaking
You was right it's never goodbye
so dry the tears and fake a smile
and carry on baby
It's too late to back and change
yesterday is gone
but I still feel you in my heart baby
Take my tears fly free and what's broken inside
Let the raindrops fall reminding me it's never Goodbye
It's too late to go back and change yesterday is gone
and all the promises u made baby
Take my love fly free
what is broken inside let the raindrops fall
reminding me it's never goodbye
Every time I look at you
I feel more each day that this love for you
was never enough
or was it that maybe you was just afraid
that I loved to much too let you go
Oh baby I just don't know how to set you free
It's too late to back and change
yesterday is gone
but I still feel you in my heart baby
Take my tears fly free and what's broken inside
Let the raindrops fall reminding me it's never Goodbye
It's too late to go back and change yesterday is gone
and all the promises u made baby
Take my love fly free
what is broken inside let the raindrops fall
reminding me it's never goodbye

i cant tell you what to do
i cant tell you who to choose
you can tell me this is through
but i cant bear the thought of losing you
so just speak the truth
ill rip my heart out as proof
i love the moments when we're laying in bed
and rain hits the roof
when you say my name, when im in your arms
when we're just messin around
because theres just nothing else to do
just bein me and you
but when i see them tears
i know i hurt you dear
mistakes i cant take back
but wish i could make em' disappear
and fear its a natural disaster
the faster we chase our dreams
then sorrow becomes our master
so ill master this
your the one i always miss

the price of power
is killing man
who's to blame
day after day
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
love is a losing game
in the world we create
sign of the times
to machine we become slaves
as our freedoms are being taken away
heavenly father i pray
for the ones who fell astray
let them find in you
a truth about life
and the price of power
is killing man

nothing else matters

another moment
slowly passes by
god's day of judgement
grows near
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
I am life from eternal life
and is true, and is no lie
the only true God, and Jesus Christ
do not fear those who **** the body
but cannot **** the soul
rather fear him who can destroy both
I am the way and the truth and the life

time frozen
the ticks on the clock
no longer ticking ...
the sound of Tic Tock
this so surreal feeling
I feel dead
the rhythm of my heart
beating so silently still as I
close my eyes and lay here without you tonight

Once upon a time
You was mine ,Girl
I held you in my arms
Hugs and Kisses in the night
You swore you would never leave
Always and Forever
That's how it would always be
I would have gave you my heart
but You ripped right out of me
I guess I should have known better
because I knew it wouldn't last
but what comes around goes around
so **** just remember that
You will think of me
One day you will see
I'm done with your lying and cheating ways
I ain't crying anymore
I wiped the tears off my face
So f#ck you b@tch
I never needed you anyway
So spread your legs
oops.. I'm sorry I meant your wings
Fly free and just see
how much happiness it brings
Go ahead and use another
and take him for everything
like you did me........

girl it seems like everyday
i struggle just to find a way
to get me through
the **** you do
watch your back
it will all come back on you
all the lies that you told
i was blind but now i see it unfold
I try so hard to make things right
sometimes feel you do this in spite
**** girl you could have worked it out
but it's over now so take a bow
i'm through with you being so untrue
the rain has stopped and the sky is blue
someday you will realize
what you had if you just
would have opened your eyes
until that day you will never know
of what true love is you let go
Now what doesn't **** me
only makes me stronger
and it's you that I conquered
hmmm......
i sometimes wonder what it's like
to be with someone else tonight
feel her body close to mine
run those nails right down my spine
whisper naughty stuff to me
make for real my fantasy
make love to me like never before
ohhh  ... end of story

******* be
he's so pessimistic,
so pessimistic
overthinking way to much
about **** that don't mean nothin
that don't mean nothin
so pessimistic,
he's so pessimistic
overthinking way to much
just another dead head
that don't seem to function
I bled on one to many cold shoulders
hungover the pain
won't let go let me stay sober
all I see is red
still stuck in ruins of this
ugly feeling that's left me
so ****** up in the head
******* be
he's so pessimistic,
so pessimistic

Hungry like the wolf
out on the prowl
get me ***** baby and hear
a mother f#cker howl
Barking at the moon
hear the long stick go boom
I'm in the neighborhood
mmm..hmm..
junk in the trunk
bumping
make my heart thump
when you're dancing
and grinding
I'm romancing that ****
cool as ice
naughty not nice
I do you right
so turn out the light
do the nasty all night
a *** machine
you can call me obscene
x rated lean and mean
like it with the cherries and whip cream
screaming out my name
baby don't stop
hit the G spot
splash.....
Yep....got you so hot

I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself          
and maybe i'm too sensitive                                      
          maybe I'm too afraid                                
maybe i think too much                                      
          maybe i'm too defensive                                                            
maybe i'm out of touch                                        
          or maybe i'm just crazy                                
but wait....
          maybe I been hurt to many times
maybe i'm blind to love
          soul searching
trying to find myself
          maybe I'm meant to be alone
I'm a hard luck man
          running in circles
I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself        
Poetry For Life

whisper in my ear
what your heart truly feels
grasp me in your arms
show me that your love is real
just hold me baby
let me know now tell me how you really feel
will you love me forever
promise me you always will
until the stars are falling from heaven
together hand in hand
you will stand by me

This storm is raging
There's no escaping
what has come to be
I hit the stage
a puppet on a string
A part of me died
when you killed my dream
Lights are on me
Surrounded by the darkness
Pull my strings
Rip my heart out
And watch me still rock the crowd
so heartless
I'm a puppet on a string

All I ever wanted was a simple life
you know get married
live it with the one I gave my heart
who would have thought
it would have come down to this
It's a beautiful day so let the teardrops fall
rain on my parade.....

that look in your eyes
I find so hard to believe that you feel what you say
when you tell me you still care
then why did you go, why did you leave me
I just want to know does it come from your heart
actions speak louder than words
when it comes to caring
about someone who you say you truly love
it still haunts me how you left without saying goodbye
knowing how much I cared about you