Life goes on
every second is a minute
I'm missing you
every minute is an hour
I'm missing you
every hour is a day
Looking in the mirror
the reflection of
a beautiful silhouette figure
makes me shiver
I 'm just wishing you was here

Runaway with me
Let's leave the past behind
I'll be yours
You will be mine
Together we meet on the other side
You are all I need
You are my heart beat
runaway with me
I have no other dream

she runs away from her feelings
she runs away and hides from what she feels in her heart
she just keeps on running
to afraid if she stays
to afraid if she waits too long
she keeps on running........ away from me :(

Close your eyes
try to visualize
in your mind
you're alone
as your body craves
an appetite
to wet your thirst for love
Now try
to imagine
you are caught
in this moment of passion
as your heart beat pulsates
your body
crys out to be touched..
Just say
my name baby
let me enter
into your dreams
to meet you
in your deepest
most intimate desire
My lips
pressing your soft skin
as I gently kiss
every inch of your body
it burns with fire
your yerning
is begging and pleading
to feel me
deep within ahhh....
you and me
are in this dream together
you starve
for pleasure
Baby
what is in your mind
brings your foreseeing
endeavor
your thoughts unleash
this vivid picture
open your eyes
baby open your eyes
An image
appears
as the midnight moon
shines
through the curtain lace
feel me
touching your face  ...awee yea
my fingers
running
through your hair
as I pull your head back
and place you against the wall
I kiss your lips
your body
submits
your heart
succumbs so engulfed
in your pleasure
my pleasure is your drug
love is but a symptom
that I crave
but for this moment
I crave you
Baby
so give me a taste of it
I gently bite
and **** on your neck
as slide
my tounge
down to your breast
I hear you
softly whisper
(ahh.. yeah baby don't quit )
your cries
scream out
as your nails
dig deep into me
you are caught
in this moment of passion
Baby
open your eyes
Let's make it happen

Feel so used
and abused
confused, bruised and battered
but I refuse
to let you go
even though it doesn't matter
you only going to break my heart.
you got me under such an evil spell
like I'm married to the devil
sending my soul straight to hell

the things that you do
when you are lying and cheating
my heart has taken such a beating
that my love is retreating
I mean come on
why you got to be so cruel
and you say you love me
but you still treat like some kind of fool
I been here shed so many tears
just to feel your body close to me
but you always seem to up and disappear
can't you tell why you always have to leave
instead of doing this to me
just release me and set my heart free

She said
Nothing ever stays the same
day by day
things are always changing
no, it's never the same
so please just wait for me
and maybe it's not too late to say
I love you one more time

she's like no other that I have ever seen
she's just so different
and maybe that's just why I feel this way
everyday I want to tell her....
how I truly feel
she's so beautiful
but she don't even know
how beautiful she really is to me
she's like no other that I have ever seen
she's just so different
and maybe that's just why I feel this way
and it's so crazy
how she can sometimes think that
she's never good enough
when what i feel she means world to me

People can say what they want to say
they criticize everything you do
they say me and you we're just no good for each other
but if it isn't love then tell me why is it I feel this way
tell me please if it isn't love i wanna know
because everyday I feel the same feeling
she's like no other that I have ever seen
she's just so different
sometimes i feel she's a lot like me
she's like no other that I have ever seen
she's just so different
and maybe that's just why I feel this way

shimmering stars in the sky
light up the night
as I held you so tight in my arms
I didn't wanna let go
the moment that I felt you
so close to my heart
but now I see
you turn and walk away
heaven has fallen
as the stars fall all around me
shimmering stars
turn to withering flame
falling from the sky
I'm left standing
here alone feeling so cold and afraid
who's gonna stop the tears
heaven has fallen
as the stars fall all around me
I didn't wanna let go
the moment that I felt you
so close to my heart

listen to me as i embark on a trip from the heart
I'm fallin apart don't even know where to start
this girls my dream catcher even though
i don't always know where you are
now go girl and be a shooting star

playing in the rain forgetting all the pain
hoping this relationship doesn't leave me to blame
cause i love it when you say my name
baby girl i still love you just hoping you love me the same

I'll hide you out any day anyway
many spaces to hide your beautiful body just lay
next to mine, kissin on your cheeks
reminiscing these past few weeks
just waiting for the day when you,
come around and realize our hearts are in each others eyes
no lies anymore
baby just soar

Chorus:
just know i never meant for anything to go wrong
i need to go back
i told you i loved you

I'm so sorry but now

your a star!
shoot on my darling
and you'll go far
my shooting star

Verse 2:
your special, your blessed by the hand of god himself
so lets take so many pictures, knockin each other off the shelf
no need to be selfish just be yourself if it's
runnin when your depressed just be you as long as it fits
just waiting for the day when you,
come around and realize our hearts are in each others eyes
no lies anymore
baby just soar

Chorus:
just know i never meant for anything to go wrong
i need to go back
i told you i loved you

I'm so sorry but now

your a star!
shoot on my darling
and you'll go far
my shooting star

I just wanna getcha wet
sweat dripping
let the rhythm
make them ******* bounce
let me see ya baby
bring that *** down to the floor
oh yeah
freak so nasty
you got a mother f#cker losing control
the way you movin those hips
keep grinding on me
lipstick shining on those luscious lips
mmm I just wanna pull your hair back and kiss you baby
lick you all the way down
Gonna Rock you, Come on
This beat is hot
Drop the bass down low
Let me hear ya stomp the floor

brace yourself
there is no escaping
welcome home to sweet hell
the door is always open
to us you don't mean nothing
just another lost soul
*******
there's no use running from it
so stand here and face your fear
something wicked this way comes
and it won't do no good
to repent of your sins
***** you should of did it
when you could
now it's too late
so stand here and face your fear
sumthin wicked this way comes

How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love was deep
but you cut me open much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry
I don't get it.

You knew me from the start
because you held my heart
Did you expect me not to bleed?
How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I ever wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love
was deep but you cut me open
much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen
and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry I don't get it.

acid face
coke up the nose
laced up
ice running through my veins
rocket ship
watch me taking off
heading straight for the moon
I'm space cowboy baby

Roses are red as her lips
violets are blue
Her eyes shine like diamonds
she melts my heart with just one kiss
Her hair reminds of a magical glitter
each strand sparkling in beauty
as she held my hand I said
Tell me sweet darling am I truly your lover
or am I just another man
will you stand by me forever
will we always stick together
oh baby can't u see
you're aiming straight for my heart
Tell me sweet darling am I truly your lover
or am I just another man
will you love me forever
will we always stick together
oh darling
can't u see
you're aiming straight for my heart
aiming straight for my heart
oh baby I can't resist
your kiss is on my lips
sending such a feeling I can't explain
make my heart eclipse
beyond the existence of anything
my lips , my heart, my body has ever felt
hit by an ocean's wave
I have been blown away
Tell me sweet darling am I truly your lover
or am I just another man
will you stand by me forever
will we always stick together
oh baby can't u see
you're aiming straight for my heart
Tell me sweet darling am I truly your lover
or am I just another man
will you love me forever
will we always stick together
oh darling
can't u see
you're aiming straight for my heart
aiming straight for my heart

she's a rainbow
when the sky is grey
she's kind of girl
who can touch you in places
to make your heart melt
she's every man's dream
she's a one in a million
beautifully built
face of an angel
skin as smooth as silk
with a body made
for making love
sweet temptation is her name

tears .......
each drop
is a
waterfall
c
a
s
c
a
d
i
n
g
onto my lips
waiting
for
someday that
love may appear
but for now
this bitter kiss is all i taste

the bells are ringing
but nobody's home
I'm living alone
in my own private hell
Inside my head
feeling so
dead to this world
one step from slipping
over the edge...........
but these shots and these drugs
nonetheless
keep me sane
from bashing my brains
and slashing my wrist
the bells are ringing

girl I'm going to miss you......
listen to me girl cuz there is so much i need to say
you mean the world to me baby
please don't let it slip away
i never want to be without you
i could never face the day
i need here by my side
so baby please won't you stay
it's been a long road
we both driven our lives on
so many years has passed us by
so many thing come and gone
but one thing that has never changed
is how i feel about you
don't want to give up this fight
because i don't want to live without you girl
cuz you became a part of me
much greater than a bond
this family means more to me
that's why i wrote this song
there comes a time in our lives
we all need some direction
a shoulder to cry on
share love and affection
you know i guess it's really true
don't know what you got til it's gone
living in the shadows
thinking about what you did wrong
i just want to get back to the way it was before
when you gave so much love couldn't ask for nothing more
if you stop for a minute
take some time and really think
search your heart
i'm sure you will find the kids hold the link
shy, autumn, bub, and nae i know they miss their mom
even charlie said he missed you ever since you been gone
i don't know if you ever will truly understand
how you touched my life melissa and made who i am
but you will feel my love baby
even though we are a part
nothing in this world will change
how i feel in heart
this is my vow i pledge to the end
because i love baby doll
you are my wife and best friend.........

Long ago
I had this dream
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see if this dream
is the same
the same dream it used to be
because
I can't see
my vision
has become blurry
I can't see through these tears
no I can't see
I can't see you anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
the storm grows stronger
what will tomorrow bring
I close eyes
to see the dream is over
I close my eyes
only for a moment
because
I can't sleep
my heart
has grown restless
I can't sleep
no I just
I just can't sleep
through these tears anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
what will tomorrow bring
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see
the dream is over :(

this is the
l
o
n
g
e
s
t
night on my own
baby let me go easy
don't say that you love me
don't tell me that you need me
we could start thing over
but would that really change
the way you been making me feel
you even said yourself
when it comes to matters of the heart
it's you who's being selfish
please let me go easy
don't say that you love me
don't tell me you need me
when all you do is keep on feeding me a ******* lie
I'm so tired of being alone, hanging onto
all the promises you made
this is the longest night on my own
we could start thing over
but would that really change
the way you been making me feel
you even said yourself
when it comes to what truly matters
it's you who's being selfish
I'm so tired of being alone, hanging onto
every heartbeat waiting for you
this is the longest night on my own

The stars in the night shine so bright
I can see your smile
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
we was making love more than we was making up
i was yours and baby you was mine
we promised always and forever
together we held onto the night
laying in each mother's arms
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
The stars in the night shine so bright
reminding me of the sparkle in your eye
and those hot summer nights
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
we was making love more than we was making up
and sweetheart you gave birth to beautiful lil girl
blonde hair blue eyes so sweet and adorable
we named her Shy
and baby doll ,those was truly the best days of my life
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can see your face
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
we was making love more than we was making up
i was yours and baby you was mine
we promised always and forever
together we held onto the night
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
that one beautiful summer day in June
is like a song we used to play
and just like yesterday I still remember
holding Autumn in my arms
and that song still plays on and on
because when I look in her eyes
they remind me so much of you
and
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can feel your touch
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
As I sit and write I think about you little guy
our birthdays are one day apart ain't funny
how time fly's but you never left my side
Bubba please just always remember this
you was such a special gift, you was my birthday wish
and I love you.
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can taste your kiss
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
Tonight when I go to sleep
I will dream of you my little angel
and together you and me will keep the dream alive
because I know your heart
Shanay you miss what used to be a happy family.

I'm in deep
so very deep
Caught up in this
My eyes are swollen
I'm losing sight....
I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you

this crazy life
has it's ups and downs
each and everyday
can sometimes seem like a struggle
to keep up to keep two feet on the ground
always something or someone
trying to bring you down
this crazy life of mine
is like walking on a tight rope
one slip it's over
this crazy life






take me home
to a place where you never grow old
the whiskey flows like a river
giving me the sweetest kiss I ever taste
the sweet taste of Tennessee on my lips

this crazy life has it's ups n' downs
each and every day
can sometimes seem like a struggle
to keep up and keep two feet on the ground
always somethin or someone there
trying to bring you down
this crazy life of mine
is like walking a tight rope
one slip it's over
this crazy life
can sometimes make you feel so, so f#ckin unhappy
each and every day
always somethin or someone there
trying to steal your sunshine away
this crazy life can drive you insane if you let it

I walked through the fire
romanced the flames
somewhere lost in time
i held her tight in my dreams
but who is she...
Heaven awaits a broken heart
oh, how I prayed
Dear God please won't u send an angel my way
and then there she came so beautiful
this can't be true
cause I must be in heaven
and baby
every time I think of you
I feel you caressing my thoughts
Your love flows like an endless river inside my heart
I feel your breath every time I breathe
Your love lifts me up, gives me strength
It brings new life to me
Every time I'm in your arms
I feel so safe wrapped in your warm embrace
Your love, your sweet love is all I need

If I laid down here tonight
would you remember my name
If I stay here with you
would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines
cause baby I love the way
you take me by surprise
there's no place I rather be
than right here with you for the rest of my life
I'm falling so deep
I love the way you look into my eyes
and just say my name
and I just love the way you take me in your arms
you make everything feel so right
so baby If I gave you what's left of my heart
would you say that this is forever
cause I never want this night to end
tell me would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines

something about you girl
cast this spell upon my heart
lit this fire in my soul
burning like a candle in the dark
you opened up the door
you didn't shut me out,you let me in
never even knew me
but you listened to me as a friend
as i'm gazing at your picture
i noticed something in your eyes
something missing in your life
you know that one certain guy
who will take you in his arms
treat you with respect
here's my heart as an invitation
i give it to you if you accept
laying here at night
I find it just so hard to sleep
heavy thoughts of you and me
in a romantic type of dream
truly madly deeply
i love you
if there is a God
he must be watching over you and me
lead us to this night
baby so that we both could see
the reason for his plan
so we would find one another
we have so much in common
heck i wouldn't want any other
i'm calling out your name
so if you hear me answer please
cause if it's tugging at your heart
then you know it's truly meant to be
truly madly deeply
i love you
now listen because i told you
i would write a song
you gave my life a new direction
even today when i heading wrong
laying here at night
I find it just so hard to sleep
heavy thoughts of you and me
in a romantic type of dream
awee baby
truly madly deeply
I'm so in love with you

I use my imagination
to satisfy this illusory craving
as I look so deep inside your beautiful  eyes
and taste the sweet nectar of your delicious cherry lips
your kisses beg for me to take you all the way
I can't get you off my mind
I got a burning desire
to lay your body down next to me
and just kiss and touch you all over
and make mad passionate love to you baby

I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel so all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you

Ghost

aien't it funny how a broken heart
it seems it never heals
time keeps moving on
but your still reliving how it feels
to be sad and lonely
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and aien't it funny
how love can just fade away
time keeps moving on
but the memories take you back
to that sad and lonely place
and all that's left are the reflections of yesterday
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and baby aien't it crazy
how the sun always shines
but it can't hide away the rain
when those storm clouds come a rolling in
you just can't stop the tears
from falling again and again
searching for that rainbow in the sky
that you will never find
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see

I live my life
in a fantasy
Sometimes I see
things in a different way
then you might see
      but that's just me
Now I don't own a white horse
but I still make you my queen
for you darling I would do anything
bring you sunshine in the rain
by painting rainbows in the sky
I just want to see you smile
I live my life
in a dream
and sometimes I see
things in a different way
then you might see
      but that's just me
I can be a shining star
granting every wish your heart desires
I'll be your Romeo
holding you close in my arms
for you darling I would give you my all
bring you sunshine in the rain
by painting rainbows in the sky
I just love to see you smile
I live my life everyday
to make my dreams into reality

I'm a lil drunk
so please don't judge me baby
I had a tad bit much
of the UV Blue
but I can honestly say
you sure look good
I wonder if your lips they taste
just as good as the UV Blue

You know I wish I could take back time
change everything and just make things right
I just want you to know I'm so sorry
I never meant for all this drama
that has caused all this pain between you and me
once again I just want to say I'm sorry
I wish I could just push rewind
back when everything was fine
I was yours and you was mine
It's going to be hard for me to say this
may even break my heart because after all this time
I still love you and miss you
Happy Valentine's Day

what is love to me
love means forever
never giving up
love never changes
love always stays the same
love is never lost
love is an eternal flame
love is finding a place in your heart
tattooed with someone's name written in it
long after you're gone
I will always still love you MZ.........

I want a girl that's sweet
So beautiful make my heart skip a beat.
Saving all her love just for me.
The one in my dreams
I wish she would make herself seen
because I would do anything
just to bring her here with me.
I need a girl in my life
Who will hold me tight
Cuddle in the night
Treat me right never cheat or lie
Because I hate that ****
you can keep that
I don't need that in my life
What I need is a woman in my life
Who can be real with me
Feel the same feelings that I feel emotionally.
That's what i want,Baby that's what I need
someone to love me for me

Sometimes I wish
I never even would have met you, baby
you painted such an ugly picture
now I swear I'm going crazy
the drugs that you on
really got you where you hate me
its just so hard to forget
once you was my special lady
the games that you playing ,
it's not the same  my heart is aching
and you saying that you love me
but leaving my heart breaking
we don't belong even in my heart i know it's wrong
gotta get myself moving on
never  knew love could be so painful
bring tears to your eyes
that angel that you thinking of
only hurts you deep inside
every night you lie awake
nothing changed still the same
searching through your thoughts
as your heart tries to explain
all the heartache and the pain
the guiltiness and the shame
the heart break
baby can you tell me who's to blame
there used to be a time we was so in love
it was you baby doll i was thinking of
and all my troubles just fade away
never make it feel like yesterday
baby you never make it feel like yesterday...........

my link... http://youtu.be/3L6Vi-lIIKU

when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is a mystery
she has my heart in her hands
I grant her every wish on demand
her yearning begs me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
She taunting me
she knows i can't resist
I'm powerless against the sweetness
of her lips
her kisses beg for me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is haunting me
she knows I cant hinder
the soft and tender
caressing on her skin
Her body begs for me
( looking for somebody to collab please )

tell me now
where are you going to run too
when the rain starts falling down on you
when there's no one around
tell me now
who are you going to run too
when the river flooding soon runs out
who's gonna save you now
when there's no one around
so tell me who's gonna love you now

I love the way
you say my name
when we we're making love
I love the way
you make my body feel , baby
I love to hear the way
you moan and squeal
when I touch you in right place, uh huh
I love the way
you drop down to your knees
I love the way
you say uhhhh
give to me harder, deeper baby
I love the way
you just say **** me
I want a whole lotta love

I know I will never be
able to tell you
everything that I wish
I could tell to you
but darlin
sometimes words are just not enough
and I know I will never
be able to say to you
how many times I truly love you
I only wish I could tell you how much I do
but darlin
sometimes words ,they are never enough
no,no never enough
to show how I truly feel inside
and I know
I'm not the greatest poet
but these are
my emotions and feelings
that spill out my heart
Oh, baby
the stars can't be that far
keep reaching keep believing
and when you need me I will always
be there inside your heart.
and together you and me
we can always dream of tomorrow
because the stars can't be that far
I could go on forever
for the rest of my life and write
but it's still never enough
no, no never enough
sometimes words ,they are never enough
but I will never give up
even though
I know I will never be
able to tell you
everything that I wish
I could tell to you
and I know I will never
be able to say to you
how many times I truly love you
I only wish I could tell you how much I do
sometimes words are just never enough

notebook
pen and paper
poetry
cupid
bow and arrow
are just a few things
that go together like you and me