You broke the trust
now hush
don't want to hear you
whining and a crying
saying that you love me
come on b#tch stop lying
Are you high I'm not buying it
better recognize
I'm so sick and tired of your lies
I broke the spell
got the will to survive
without in my life

Ghost

I don"t know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on
trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway
you still love me.
But this heart has been broken in two and it ***** with me
so many mixed emotions
but I know deep down inside
a part of me still loves you.
How is this possible? I don't know
Is it optional that I still love you or I don't?
Do I have a choice on how to control how I feel inside?
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know but it's ****** up because if I didn't care
Why would you even still be stuck in a place somewhere inside there?
And late at night when I close my eyes
it chills me to the bone
I can still see you but I feel so all alone
Will this haunting ever stop
I try to fight it off but I can't, it won't.
You can not see my eyes but it's raining inside
It's like this optical illusion has me holding on trying
and deep down inside in the myst of all this confusion
my heart is slowly dying.
I don't know what's wrong with me
It's like I'm holding on trying to make myself believe
that somehow or maybe just someway you still love me

This storm is raging
There's no escaping
what has come to be
I hit the stage
a puppet on a string
A part of me died
when you killed my dream
Lights are on me
Surrounded by the darkness
Pull my strings
Rip my heart out
And watch me still rock the crowd
so heartless
I'm a puppet on a string

When I close my eyes
and lay my weary head down to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times
that I cherish and always keep
Never had to worry
about no heartache or no pain
Just a perfect love between us
In our lives we had so much to gain
As I'm holding you
in my arms squeezing you tight
I feel the magic of your body
as we're making love in the moonlight
Nothing seems to matter
all my troubles seem to disappear
I get lost in this moment
every time that you're near
You're like an angel sent to me
from heaven up above
Fill me with the love
showered with the kisses and the hugs
and what it does
is get me higher than any kind of drug
I'm hooked on you baby
All I need is your love
Strung out like a ******
I'm craving for you all the time
to quench my thirst and my hunger
Gotta Make You Mine
Tonight when I go to sleep
you will be with me in my dreams
Just you and me
two hearts beating free
together in this fantasy
where love is all we need
to keep you here with me
The stars in the night shine so bright
Reminds of the sparkle in your eye
and those hot summer nights
I reminisce
I can feel your lips as they kissed mine
so young and wild
together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
I can see you standing over me
as you slowly undress
looking like a goddess
Baby the reason why I'm so obsessed
The hot *** biting on my neck
I can't resist I'm powerless
against the sweetness of your lips
I can't hinder
the soft and tender caressing of your skin
Take my body and my soul
to places that I never been
I'm so caught up in this moment
I'm hoping that it never ends
Gotta Make You Mine

last night says it all
You and Me
two bodies
lie entwined
moonlight dancing
in the back seat of a car
wake up early in the morning  
find you're gone ?????
last night says it all

the price of power
is killing man
who's to blame
day after day
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
love is a losing game
in the world we create
sign of the times
to machine we become slaves
as our freedoms are being taken away
heavenly father i pray
for the ones who fell astray
let them find in you
a truth about life
and the price of power
is killing man

nothing else matters

another moment
slowly passes by
god's day of judgement
grows near
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
I am life from eternal life
and is true, and is no lie
the only true God, and Jesus Christ
do not fear those who **** the body
but cannot **** the soul
rather fear him who can destroy both
I am the way and the truth and the life

If I could fly high I would give you the stars in the sky
and I still know that would never be enough to change your mind

I try so hard to make you happy
but sometimes I feel I'm only in the way
and the harder I try that it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I needed you ,my friend
I try so hard just to make you see
you fill my life with all the right things
but it still brings me down because you will never know
just how much you really mean to me, my friend
I try so hard
           I try so hard and sometimes I feel
that it's never enough
                        it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I love you
                       Goodbye my friend

She said
Nothing ever stays the same
day by day
things are always changing
no, it's never the same
so please just wait for me
and maybe it's not too late to say
I love you one more time

I know you're out there
hurting tonight
he broke your heart
and stole your smile
but Baby please don't cry
just take my hand
let's walk thru this life together
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see  
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want
i close my eyes and think of you
i feel your love inside me
everytime i breathe baby
you're my sweetest dream that ever come true
holding onto you
i don't ever want let go
because you're the only one i want
and i just gotta let you know
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want

Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
It's you n me baby
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you and
you finding me
the stars can't be that far
they are not out of reach
when you wish upon one
in your heart is your dream
you was indeed
my sweetest poetry
please don't forget me Baby.
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight
I could go on and on and write
There is so much on my mind
but still I find it hard
what I want to say..
No what I mean is what I need to say
because it's forever in a day
that my heart can't take
being without you. I love you
Here is my heart I won't miss it
I give it to you, oh baby it's alright
I just want to borrow your kisses
to fulfill my dream with you tonight

Hold me close
Don't let me go baby
Now wait a Minute
I need some room to breathe
Why can't you see
**** it I need some space
I can't take anymore
I hate you so much
but I want you, I need you
Please don't walk away
I love you, I'm so afraid
**** it Let's just make Love
we can talk about it in the morning

tell me now
where are you going to run too
when the rain starts falling down on you
when there's no one around
tell me now
who are you going to run too
when the river flooding soon runs out
who's gonna save you now
when there's no one around
so tell me who's gonna love you now

Feel so used
and abused
confused, bruised and battered
but I refuse
to let you go
even though it doesn't matter
you only going to break my heart.
you got me under such an evil spell
like I'm married to the devil
sending my soul straight to hell

the things that you do
when you are lying and cheating
my heart has taken such a beating
that my love is retreating
I mean come on
why you got to be so cruel
and you say you love me
but you still treat like some kind of fool
I been here shed so many tears
just to feel your body close to me
but you always seem to up and disappear
can't you tell why you always have to leave
instead of doing this to me
just release me and set my heart free

girl it seems like everyday
i struggle just to find a way
to get me through
the **** you do
watch your back
it will all come back on you
all the lies that you told
i was blind but now i see it unfold
I try so hard to make things right
sometimes feel you do this in spite
**** girl you could have worked it out
but it's over now so take a bow
i'm through with you being so untrue
the rain has stopped and the sky is blue
someday you will realize
what you had if you just
would have opened your eyes
until that day you will never know
of what true love is you let go
Now what doesn't **** me
only makes me stronger
and it's you that I conquered
hmmm......
i sometimes wonder what it's like
to be with someone else tonight
feel her body close to mine
run those nails right down my spine
whisper naughty stuff to me
make for real my fantasy
make love to me like never before
ohhh  ... end of story

you might have the money
you might have the fame
you could have everything
from fancy cars and diamond rings
you could have it all ,baby
right in the palm of your hand
but you ain't got nothing
if you don't the man
JESUS

whisper in my ear
what your heart truly feels
grasp me in your arms
show me that your love is real
just hold me baby
let me know now tell me how you really feel
will you love me forever
promise me you always will
until the stars are falling from heaven
together hand in hand
you will stand by me

midnight rider
flying high as the moon
chasing after the stars
dreaming maybe one day soon
      I might find you :(

I can see right through you Baby
Your cold heart is a symbol of  who
you really are
Your true colors are the remains
of the stains of painting Rainbows in the dark.
I can see right through your lying eyes
They can't hide the truth
Mama's little Angel fallen from the sky
and she's on the loose (Look Out)
So Beautiful, she looks so sweet
You just want a taste of her tempting fruit

I sit here staring into space
A tear slowly weaves its way down my face
onto my lips entwined with this bitter kiss is all I taste
The sweet memories of yesterday
are locked away in my heart safe where they always stay
inside of me is a part of you
every heart beat I can feel you
I dream of tomorrow baby you and me
you inspired me to be the best I can be
There I go again chasing dreams
from the first line my heart speaks
When I lay my weary head down to go to sleep
I'm dreaming about the times that I cherish
and I always keep
I Gotta Make You Mine because I love you baby
Let me try to piece this all together
Forever and always or always and forever
whichever it doesn't matter
because my heart will always follow you
and forever my love will be true
It was strange how you came
and you knew the right words to say
You touched a place so deep in my heart
that nobody could reach and I felt so safe
I wasn't afraid anymore
it was like laying in an angel's wings
swept away to a heavenly place
caressing feelings loves embrace bringing healing
to this brokenness I felt inside.

girl I'm going to miss you......
listen to me girl cuz there is so much i need to say
you mean the world to me baby
please don't let it slip away
i never want to be without you
i could never face the day
i need here by my side
so baby please won't you stay
it's been a long road
we both driven our lives on
so many years has passed us by
so many thing come and gone
but one thing that has never changed
is how i feel about you
don't want to give up this fight
because i don't want to live without you girl
cuz you became a part of me
much greater than a bond
this family means more to me
that's why i wrote this song
there comes a time in our lives
we all need some direction
a shoulder to cry on
share love and affection
you know i guess it's really true
don't know what you got til it's gone
living in the shadows
thinking about what you did wrong
i just want to get back to the way it was before
when you gave so much love couldn't ask for nothing more
if you stop for a minute
take some time and really think
search your heart
i'm sure you will find the kids hold the link
shy, autumn, bub, and nae i know they miss their mom
even charlie said he missed you ever since you been gone
i don't know if you ever will truly understand
how you touched my life melissa and made who i am
but you will feel my love baby
even though we are a part
nothing in this world will change
how i feel in heart
this is my vow i pledge to the end
because i love baby doll
you are my wife and best friend.........

she runs away from her feelings
she runs away and hides from what she feels in her heart
she just keeps on running
to afraid if she stays
to afraid if she waits too long
she keeps on running........ away from me :(

I chanced to dream of angels who sing songs of life
but for some ****** up reason my eyes are full of tears tonight.
its not enough to wash away the blood from this knife
so I sit here cut a little deeper with these words as I write
I chanced to dream of rainbows with treasures pure as my heart
but there's no hope chasing dreams in a world so painted dark.
The colors remind me of the bruises and scars that left such ugly marks
so I sit here cut a little deeper as the world around me falls apart.

I want a girl that's sweet
So beautiful make my heart skip a beat.
Saving all her love just for me.
The one in my dreams
I wish she would make herself seen
because I would do anything
just to bring her here with me.
I need a girl in my life
Who will hold me tight
Cuddle in the night
Treat me right never cheat or lie
Because I hate that ****
you can keep that
I don't need that in my life
What I need is a woman in my life
Who can be real with me
Feel the same feelings that I feel emotionally.
That's what i want,Baby that's what I need
someone to love me for me

Where was you
when i fell apart
you never had no regard
what the f#ck is wrong with you
You say you wanna be my friend
when all you did was leave me
bruised and scarred
broken inside
twist-id and torn
well think again
because friends like you
I don't need them
I'm not trying to be mean
but can't you
even see you hurt me deep within
you say i have a way with words
well i hope you feel them
but how can you?
with your cold hardheartedness
that ripped apart my heart
regardless of how i felt
you discarded me as if i was nothing.
but i will just keep what's left of me
ain't no use trying to get back
to the way it used to be
friendships are built on love and trust
respect and that's for real
I shared everything
from my love
to my thoughts
to my dreams
from my heart to my poetry

the bells are ringing
but nobody's home
I'm living alone
in my own private hell
Inside my head
feeling so
dead to this world
one step from slipping
over the edge...........
but these shots and these drugs
nonetheless
keep me sane
from bashing my brains
and slashing my wrist
the bells are ringing

I try so hard to make you happy
but sometimes I feel I'm only in the way
and the harder I try that it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I needed you ,my friend
I try so hard just to make you see
you fill my life with all the right things
but it still brings me down because you will never know
just how much you really mean to me, my friend
I try so hard
           I try so hard and sometimes I feel
that it's never enough
                        it's never enough
So I will be leaving soon but you will never know
how much I love you
                       Goodbye my friend

Long ago
I had this dream
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see if this dream
is the same
the same dream it used to be
because
I can't see
my vision
has become blurry
I can't see through these tears
no I can't see
I can't see you anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
the storm grows stronger
what will tomorrow bring
I close eyes
to see the dream is over
I close my eyes
only for a moment
because
I can't sleep
my heart
has grown restless
I can't sleep
no I just
I just can't sleep
through these tears anymore
the nights are longer
as the days turn colder
what will tomorrow bring
I close my eyes
only for a moment
to see
the dream is over :(

All I ever wanted was a simple life
you know get married
live it with the one I gave my heart
who would have thought
it would have come down to this
It's a beautiful day so let the teardrops fall
rain on my parade.....

How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love was deep
but you cut me open much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry
I don't get it.

Sometimes I wish
I never even would have met you, baby
you painted such an ugly picture
now I swear I'm going crazy
the drugs that you on
really got you where you hate me
its just so hard to forget
once you was my special lady
the games that you playing ,
it's not the same  my heart is aching
and you saying that you love me
but leaving my heart breaking
we don't belong even in my heart i know it's wrong
gotta get myself moving on
never  knew love could be so painful
bring tears to your eyes
that angel that you thinking of
only hurts you deep inside
every night you lie awake
nothing changed still the same
searching through your thoughts
as your heart tries to explain
all the heartache and the pain
the guiltiness and the shame
the heart break
baby can you tell me who's to blame
there used to be a time we was so in love
it was you baby doll i was thinking of
and all my troubles just fade away
never make it feel like yesterday
baby you never make it feel like yesterday...........

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I should have listened
paid a little more attention
to what my heart was saying
Instead of waiting around
til it was too late
I let the mistakes that I made
create this masquerade of
heart break .. I'm falling apart
I only wish I could
take it all back, the hardest
thing I ever had to face
is accepting knowing I was wrong
I really hate myself right now

If love is what you want
If love is what you what you need
I can be the one, put your trust in me
I can give it to you, I can give it to you baby
If love is what you want
If love is what you what you need
I can be the one who loves you

I'm in deep
so very deep
Caught up in this
My eyes are swollen
I'm losing sight....
I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you

notebook
pen and paper
poetry
cupid
bow and arrow
are just a few things
that go together like you and me

I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been a miserable
and painful ride
I'm surprised that I'm still alive
when my heart died.
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
so much harder to survive
when your just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beaten black and blue
These ******* bruises they are my tattoos

Tonight .....
two hearts collide
Searching for a meaning in their lives
Feel the passion baby as it burns inside
Never felt such yearning to be touched
                                               to be touched by...... you
Tonight I'm singing It's all because
You bring adoration and trust back into my life
Oh baby what a feeling to be loved
                                               to be loved by.....you
two hearts collide...

I can remember the first time
that I kissed
your soft and tender lips
I felt my heart skip a beat
reminiscing all times takes me back
to the place where I fell in love
laying in your arms
looking up torwards the heaven's above
Yeah Baby
I feel so blessed
Everyday thanking God
for the angel that he sent me
Your beauty and elegant
not to mention so ****
I'm expressing true feelings
how I feel inside
It's no secret anymore
tonight it's going world wide
chorus
I got to let them know
that I love you so
I will never let you go
To and Fro till the day
I grow old
You're my heart and soul

aien't it funny how a broken heart
it seems it never heals
time keeps moving on
but your still reliving how it feels
to be sad and lonely
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and aien't it funny
how love can just fade away
time keeps moving on
but the memories take you back
to that sad and lonely place
and all that's left are the reflections of yesterday
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and baby aien't it crazy
how the sun always shines
but it can't hide away the rain
when those storm clouds come a rolling in
you just can't stop the tears
from falling again and again
searching for that rainbow in the sky
that you will never find
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see

It's 2 in the morning
I can't sleep
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
she up and left me
My baby left me all alone

She took my heart
and ran away, ran away
into another man's arms
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
And I know she's not sleeping alone
sleeping alone
No, she's not sleeping alone........

It's 4 in the morning
and I can't sleep, no I still can't sleep
I keep on thinking
Does she love that man, does she really
love him like she said she did me
Lord I feel so lonely, feel so lonely
My baby's gone
and I know she's not coming back
No, she's not coming back home...
She's never coming home
I'm alone, so alone
My baby is never, never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home..... :(

I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel so all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you