What I say is that
I don't need friends because I'm
An introvert girl
And that's mostly true
But in all honesty, I'd
Like some companions
The full truth is that
I don't need friends who will joke
About mental health
I don't need friends who
Use "******" and "******" as
As ******* nicknames
I don't need friends who
Create drama and then say
That they hate it all
I don't need friends who
Will lie to me, and then go
Gossip about me
I don't need a circle
Of friends that gets so complex
It becomes a web
And to be honest
I've been, in the past, guilty
Of all of these things
But I don't need to
Deal with these things all the time
In a group of friends
I just want friends who
I can simultaneously
Be dumb and smart with
Friends whom I can be
Existential with, and yet
Prank other kids with
Friends whom I don't feel
The constant need to hide or
Be perfect around
Unfortunately
Those kinds of friends seem to be
In short supply here
So far I have three
And I only really see
Them three times a month
Call me a homebody
Say I'm antisocial, but
That's just how I feel