Behind that happy face,
There's a life of fright,
I have this horrible case,
Where I have to cut at night,
My face has gotten paler,
My arms have gotten bloodier,
My sleeves have gotten longer,
My nights have gotten harder,
Behind that childish face of mine,
I have a part if me that's all broken down,
People push me around and call me a kid,
When they talk about those teenage things they tell me to get rid,
They don't understand that behind that smiley face,
Is a girl who cuts,
But if I told them then they'd think I'm nuts.

I fell in love,
Knowing he'd never love me back,
He has millions chasing after him,
I'll never mean anything,
He's already in love,
Yet I'm still sitting here just waiting,
They tell me to get over it,
But it's true love,
And I'll never get over true love.
It's a feeling in your heart,
A feeling of pain,
Like someone's ripping my heart out,
And burning it to ashes,
Yet I'm still here,
Still here, but still broken,
Watching the worlds smiles,
I'm crying, and I'm broken
But I'm still here