Jamie

Jamie Sep 2013

Silence

Is the hardest thing for me to suffer
Millions of thoughts trying to make sense,
Be angry, be sad, say you want to **** me
Any sign that you care

How did we go from 'I miss you'
To not a message, a call, or a prayer
I always mess it up
Call me do you dare

Jamie Aug 2013

Never Sure

Lingering on the line between doubt and despair,
Always giving people more than they deserve,
Surrounded with love but do I ignore it?
Because it feels like it's hardly never there.

Jamie Aug 2013

Aim

I will be happy
I must be happy
I will be where I deserve
I will meet the one I love

But for now I will be true
Stay with the path
And I will receive what is due

My pay check
My rent
And one day you

#you #due #aim

Jamie Aug 2013

Gravity

All you do is draw my in

Into more thoughts
More ambitions
More goals
More life

I wish us to be fine
I really do

But the reality is
I don't know what you want
And more importantly
What I want to do

We owe nothing to each other
No payment is due

All you do is draw me in

I question
From time to time
Do I?
Really want you

We owe nothing to each other
No payment is due

Wouldn't it been
Easier
If we never spoke
If I never met you

Jamie Jul 2013

Goodbye

Clever words can't help me now
When did the rain become a storm

I remember the first time we spoke
Your eyes were so bright

But we got knocked of course
By a natural force

So this is it
Its time ...
The final goodnight

Bye bye

#goodbye #goodnight

Jamie Jul 2013

Stand With Me

Most days its the last thing I'd want
Hours now pass without you in my mind
I question if this is better of worse
But today's not like most
You don't belong to me
But I still belong to you

** Hey - The Lumineers

Jamie Jul 2013

Don't Know

I don't want this silence
Is the silence worse
Or would you like to know?

I don't want to fight
Make you uncomfortable
Or force you to defend

I don't want to fix this
Or do I?
Seems like I don't know