J - Hello Poetry

J Sep 2013

Silence

Is the hardest thing for me to suffer
Millions of thoughts trying to make sense,
Be angry, be sad, say you want to **** me
Any sign that you care

How did we go from 'I miss you'
To not a message, a call, or a prayer
I always mess it up
Call me do you dare

J Aug 2013

Never Sure

Lingering on the line between doubt and despair,
Always giving people more than they deserve,
Surrounded with love but do I ignore it?
Because it feels like it's hardly never there.

J Aug 2013

Aim

I will be happy
I must be happy
I will be where I deserve
I will meet the one I love

But for now I will be true
Stay with the path
And I will receive what is due

My pay check
My rent
And one day you

#you #due #aim

J Aug 2013

Gravity

All you do is draw my in

Into more thoughts
More ambitions
More goals
More life

I wish us to be fine
I really do

But the reality is
I don't know what you want
And more importantly
What I want to do

We owe nothing to each other
No payment is due

All you do is draw me in

I question
From time to time
Do I?
Really want you

We owe nothing to each other
No payment is due

Wouldn't it been
Easier
If we never spoke
If I never met you

J Jul 2013

Goodbye

Clever words can't help me now
When did the rain become a storm

I remember the first time we spoke
Your eyes were so bright

But we got knocked of course
By a natural force

So this is it
Its time ...
The final goodnight

Bye bye

#goodbye #goodnight

J Jul 2013

Stand With Me

Most days its the last thing I'd want
Hours now pass without you in my mind
I question if this is better of worse
But today's not like most
You don't belong to me
But I still belong to you

** Hey - The Lumineers

J Jul 2013

Don't Know

I don't want this silence
Is the silence worse
Or would you like to know?

I don't want to fight
Make you uncomfortable
Or force you to defend

I don't want to fix this
Or do I?
Seems like I don't know