My mind gets nowhere
Whenever I talk, deal, and work
The trauma - being so jumpy
Feeling down in the mouth

Why people are so rude
They got me thinking that I’m fake
It’s crazy, can’t change it
It stresses me out

Love expects you to change
I’m tired of myself
Girl it’s true, I want to fast forward
As I can’t sleep tonight

Then the rain started falling
And I’m here under the sun
Same routine, tossing myself
To the empty bed, glitches of your head
And signal of your voice

Your innocent eyes would dare
to blame my weakness
Keeping us disconnected
As our walls are beginning to crash
Slowly like a time stretch

As mind disapproves the heart
You're terrified to cross the line
This unyielding love can be so silent
If you always put it into rhyme

Beyond these so-called differences
Reaching the limit and shows your immaturity
Thinking those funny phone calls, lovely nights
Can be so deceiving, but in a good mind

So take out your futuristic mind
Every little thinking like domino pieces
Let's focus at the moment
Can you worry less and be happy?

It’s a puzzle
thinking what is salient
complications become proliferate

Hands on quarter position
evoking my inner senses
too late in one’s niche

It’s my inhibition
brought me in subliminal
My entire life,
without her presence

Cumulative heuristics
with other girls
and other boys
drawing some vague experiences

And I just thought
we can’t hold on
together
but we can move on

It’s crazy as I think
of you and me again
upon my emotional scrutiny
You're my drama.

It’s been so endless and you know
Things that I used to like
is not the same thing as today

We've been too young lately
to love with so much eagerness
And now I unfold my other side

I’m hiding again

I'll never tell you why
Let’s be in touch today
and switch off again tomorrow

I'm constantly changing
Like days unfold into nights
As moon turned into sun

You know I’m your lucky star
Understanding why I slept whole week
To recover my sweet desire
To see and hold you again

I'm dead.
Like a meat rotting on the ground

cracked my head
into death
day by day
in the living hell.

Four corners of the room
where I'm buried, dragged and blistered.
This work,
       holding my breath
              below the belt.

Demonic laughs
passing by on a time lapse
****** teardrops
are hiding beyond my sight

I'm alone
disconnected from the world

black or white
tan-like brown
hate the people
we are blind

everybody is a group
world of fun
showbiz catchers
trend-like thing

views of envy
tricky sight
the line is created
trashes are trashed

if you’re so small
they are big
live with it
side by side

twisted clown, metal chains
video games

getting old, dying life
quiet animals

water goddess, she’s a mistress
she’s abnormal

still alive, they gonna eat us… **** us
I hate it when everyone else is oh